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Nov 08, 2017, 10:15 AM
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In a previous post that I had made, I stated a lot about losing family due to my issues or issues with other members in my family.
I am so terrified of being alone. I had created these false pretenses of what I thought reality was and I am so detached from the true reality that we al live. After all the hurt that I had just caused, I can see the fear, the hurt and the anger in the eyes of those that I love. I can see the hatred and the pain I have caused and it has been keeping me up at night. Knowing the damage I had caused is making me not eat, I cant sleep I am deteriorating knowing the pain I caused is not repairable. I want to salvage everything that I can, and I know that if I lose anyone, that is on me. I own my mistakes but I need help coping with my mental state and I feel losing those around me would be the end of me. But I cant let it be that wy. |
 Open Eyes, Sunflower123
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#2
Nov 08, 2017, 03:57 PM
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Are you being too hard on yourself? Could some of your reactions and behaviors be due to how YOU were hurt and needed and you could not get heard and comforted?
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Nov 08, 2017, 05:32 PM
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Is it possible to repair as much of the damage as you can? To start fresh? To show them you’ve grown and changed or are working on improving?
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#4
Nov 09, 2017, 02:35 PM
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Are you feeling guilty?
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