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Dec 17, 2017, 03:46 AM
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I am having up & down mood swings.
I go from depressed to angry to wishing that the psycho neighbor would meet her demise by getting hit by a truck. I don't do being disrespect + severely abused + traumatized too well. I've had no one to comfort me, and I don't expect it either. But I'm still mad. My attitude is basically FTW! I hate people now and I've withdrawn deeper into myself. Know what I hate? Is when someone tells me "Well think positive". People you don't say that to someone who has been through what I've been through alright? DO you get were I'm coming from at all? Picture yourself in a small apartment. A lady that you don't know is SCREAMING at the very top of her lungs so loud her voice is cracking. She is calling you the N***** rhymes with jigger. She is calling you the C*** rhymes with punt. Death threats Aggressively punching your door. kicking your door. I have to tell you a part of me really wanted to harm her and I mean really harm her because I have severe PTSD. This is how some people get killed. It will take a while to get over this one. This is one for the damn books! 7 years ago I was called the "N" word rhymes with jigger then threatened with bodily harm the woman said she had a knife. In 2007 one year after my Father dies, there is a violent drunk woman just right outside my apartment door, this was a different apartment complex. I'm woke up out of a peaceful sleep @ 2AM. I get up out of my bed, walk into the living room then say through my door to quiet down. See people I don't go cower into some corner like I did when I was a child watching Mom's get beat down. I'm not that person. And I deserve peace! That woman calls me a ***** and other delightful humiliating names so loud I think that the whole apt complex must have heard. I won't live with noise, screaming, I'm tired of that. And please don't tell me how to handle something. It's my apartment. People are CRAZY. i KNOW that I can't stand most people. I hate this society. Nothing but a bunch of miscreants!
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Dec 17, 2017, 01:40 PM
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Can you move to another place?
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