How are you coping today?

Badly.
.

I wish today would just vanish all ready.

honestly apart from eating and showering, I've done nothing

such a huge waste

Just got upset unexpectantly by a phone call. I am not well. No way would that phone call have upset me in my younger days. I listened to this afterwards:
Hypnosis + music = hyp-note-therapy: James Giunta at TEDxNavesink

It works better if you close your eyes.

I'm sick and tired of my temp agency recruiter giving me the run around. He's such a liar! He's not doing anything to help me find a job.

Mmm.....ok I guess. Did ok this am without meds....had some moments this eve but I tried to float through them.i seem to be better for now.

Good considering. Cried at work some, but able to recover some after lunch and just try to fake it and smile and say hi. Just a rough time now with recent vacation that included memorial service for my dad, rough time at work with trying to deal with my emotions and also function well.

I am sad and depressed.My mum is in hospital again!She stopped breathing.My sister is her carer and has been going to hospital.I haven't visited yet.My niece has gone to Amsterdam and isn't here I wish she was here and could comfort me but she's not like that she is more into getting on with her own stuff.I sometimes feel she doesn't care to be with me unless she is getting enjoyment for herself out of it!

So I was down today and coped by sleeping all day to escape.I really feel all alone in the world No one really cares about me!

I care about you

(and I hope your mom gets well soon!)

is this a reacurring thing?

the not breathing I mean

or is it sudden

badly.

apart from the fact that for much of the day I was unable to log in to the site (so had no where to vent or be myself), I just feel depressed

it's one of those days when you realise, well.. all I've done today is eat and play a quiz on alexa. was it worth being up for?

(then you're like oh, well, you're unable to sleep, so what good does lying down do you).

I'm really anxious too about the fact that we're now in july

halfway through 2019 and I've accomplished nothing

(scrap that, more than half way through).

I am facing them.

mix of feeling anxious and doing nothing with my day

so not great..

was doing well today actually, until a company who I complained about (because they wouldn't leave me alone) decided to get back in touch with me because they want me to answer some questionn for them.

so now I feel really agitated and upset, and i've just written a strongly worded email to them basically saying that if they don't quit it, I'm taking it higher.

it is also quite hot today, so I am constantly splashing my face with water

I am doing pretty good. Trying to prepare for my first therapy session since being out of the hospital.

I am coping but disappointed due to having gone off my diet and I am fearing gaining weight.

I hope that goes well

weather wise today it is a lot cooler so I'm not so hot (thank god), and another plus is that I didn't get any annoying emails from that company I mentioned yesterday

it's still bothering me though and I did send them some stuff (mainly me typing out the word rabbit line, after line, after line, after line, after line)

I think they've got the message but I'm not letting it go so easily

apart from that mood's been good. nothing really to disturb me

I have some serious thinking to do about the well being of myself and what is the best for me in keeping myself safe and healthy. It seems to me what I thought was a top priority may not be as much as I thought is was.

I guess I’m coping ok today. Well maybe. I made it to work and I did well at work. I didn’t eat much at all but I wasn’t feeling well enough to eat. I’m kinda disappointed about something but I really shouldn’t be since it will still work out. I guess I did good today.

Not good. Someone shoved a long stick in the new fig tree that's in a 5gal container which will cut through a lot of thick roots. Why would someone do that? Because of that ate too much! I just want to get in the car and drive till I get farthest away as possible from humans.

today I had a pannic attack at 3 A.M in the morning

I also was (and still am) in a lot of fibro pain from my shower

plus: my cupboards barely have any soda in them

big issue!

I am doing rather well at the moment.

apart from some anxiety early in the morning, I've been okay

Not doing well!I lost all faith in humanity especially men!Selfish people uncaring people people who are pig ignorant!Mum was in hospital where the nurses are meant to care and due to their negligence she fell and banged her head and had a gash on her forehead that needed stitches.I am appalled and angry.How do you cope with people who don't care doing caring jobs!