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I’m such a slow learner...
I don’t “cope” well with “life” I’ve been dumped by another professional in real life (sigh) The Shame of That :-( The Shame of being fuzzy bear :-( And I make so many mistakes.. :-( Which Should Always be harshly punished ... And Never ever forgiven.. Or even accepted as mistakes But why? Because it Was Always So Since I was a tiny cub :-( It’s boring and it’s sad and it makes me very very tired I am not that person those abusers pointed the finger at why should I be polite to people who show me NO RESPECT Why should I grovel and bow to those who are So Superior and who look for things to complain about My PUS parental units were beyond cruel to me... If I try to force myself to “move on” If I try to force myself to be “normal” by punishing every word I say .. every movement I make I’m repeating their abuse If I’m a “horrible terrible” person because I’m not perfect then so are most in this world I always dreamt of kindness and peace .... It seems humans are not ... idk.. I am grateful Bears do not live long (Not about anyone on pc) __________________ |
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