growl... question

Does anyone else feel like deleting their posts sometimes?

Yes. It's hard, putting oneself out there

(((((((( purple ))))))))

Some of us were silenced so harshly in the past.

It took a lot of courage to be here and write some of the experiences. I don't think I can write everything that I went through on this forum.It may take more than my lifetime to write about my life.But getting out bits and pieces and reading about others is healing as well as triggering,both.

I'm sorry that you can't write everything you went through.

It can be excruciating.

exactly, dear purple

I agree that it takes a lot of courage to be here and write..

I'm sorry that you can't write about everything that you've been through.

I agree with purple, it can be excrutiatingly painful

purple

I still, maybe once a fortnight, look at children in the street or in cafes and think to myself how horrific it would be to hurt one of the little things.

That sounds morbid.

But realising it helps me to remember that the hurt inflicted on my younger self was awful. And unfair.

How could they do it, I really do not know.

I don't know either. It is awful and unfair to the extreme. How could they …

Perhaps this is why we find it so hard to process. Because there isn't really an answer to that question

I think you're right. There really isn't an answer to that question

I consider the people who hurt a child are most evil ones.They can be our parents,relatives, neighbours, strangers,friends.Do they get their karma?

That's an interesting question!

I've only deleted one post so far today...

Yay. That was a good day, then. Makes my heart happy to think of it

Yes. I deleted my first post because I was nervous. I just typed it out again and hoping I don't delete it.