[HouseStark]

I feel like I'm stuck the way I am and that my life will never change. I'm 33 going into 34 with a job I hate and pays very little. Going bald. Over weight. Never had a girlfriend. I feel shame for never being in a relationship and I have growing anxiety about it as I edge ever closer to 40. I just feel like all around my life has no good prospects. That I'm only going to get older and this is just going to be what my life is. Empty and unhappy...

[Breaking Dawn]

Could it be that your low self esteem is sending a message to females, who see something special in you, that you are not interested? Could you be accidentally sabotaging yourself with a belief that you will be rejected if you show an interest? Like a self protection mechanism?

[MickeyCheeky]

i can relate a bit. Do not allow these feelings to stop you from trying though! You are a REALLY special person, just like everyone is, and Life still has plenty of opportunities. Try to not let yourself ruminate too much over your past. Instead, do your best to focus on the future, OK? SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @HouseStark, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!