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hey, it's been a while.
i was looking for the right space to talk so i came here to read you and feel less alone. not sure if i'm going to publish this but ok. i've been feeling overwhelmed since i moved from my parents'... i don't know what to do and my passive self isnt much of a collaborator. i've been dwelling on some ideas about d*ing again, of course, i have SO little drive to come up with actual plans but things feel a little bleak again. im pushing ppl away, im holding grudges, im letting my work get the best of me, im not maintaining myself anymore (easy to do when you work remote isnt it) and mentally: hell, i've been going on autopilot lately to avoid any confrontation with myself, everything feels like it is too much to handle the worst part of all is feeling this numb, like where are my coping cards? why am i not reacting at all? am i still here?
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I can't pretend to be able to fix anything but I'm here is you want to talk some more. Hang on in there.
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