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#781
I almost got into it with my niece who once again disrespected my boundaries when she came in my bedroom and started going through my stuff.
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#782
I'm trying to use my cell phone less and less and less until I do not want to use it anymore, like old times. In the past I would rarely look at my phone and now I seem to look at it when I am really bored. I only have my sister, Mom, Dad, the primary care doc, and the psych doc in the contacts list. I think it's going to be so easy if I can utilize will power or find some way to state it to myself that I do not want to use it very much.
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#783
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Wise Elder
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#784
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#785
Wow. wtf. I would even tell my neffew that that isn't okay until he listens, and he's not yet three. Pretty sure he'd get it, too. In fact I told him once not to draw into a folder and he got it right away.
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#786
I had pretty bad anxiety but it seems better now. Food is kind of an issue today. Advil and my gastro med have helped other issues I'm having. I'm hoping to make it out of my house for sure tommorow.
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#787
Mostly hanging out here in the forums. I fixed a nice brunch.
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#788
I'm having a decent day. Not too stressed out or depressed; my anxiety is not at peak levels.
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#789
I know. Then late yesterday night she walk into my bedroom just to see what I had in my room and closet. All because I had showed my brother how much improvement I had done around my niece home.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#790
For me, coping is two-headed serpent. It's coping with my symptoms and it's also coping with aloneness/loneliness. In those respects I'm coping pretty well these days, some days are more intense than others but I feel really quite optimistic and I feel supported, which I'm happy about. Sending out vibes of peace and love to everyone today.🙏🌠🌸🦜💕🌻🌠🙏
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#791
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#792
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#793
I'm coping by staying at home with my Mom and cherishing what I have.
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#794
I'm just focusing on getting into shape and stuff to distract me from my issues. I don't know if I'm taking it too far or not. Today was ok up until an hour ago. I'm in an awful lot of pain from my work out this morning and I'm pretty nauseated too. I don't know what I need right now. My rapid release tylenol went right through me and so did my pepto bismol capsules.
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#795
I’m coping by learning new ways to deal with my feelings.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#796
I'm feeling a lot better today, and I'm glad I'm not crying a lot. This makes me really happy.
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#797
My physical pain sucks and so does my anxiety. My eating sucked because of my pain. I feel a bit of relief anxiety wise right now but its still being masked by the pain so I don't feel that much relief.
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#798
Cooking some soup and coming up with some new things to say when I try to talk to myself because I guess I have to cope with boredom and loneliness.
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Wise Elder
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#799
I have been declutter to keep myself distracted from my hurt feelings.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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