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Default Apr 16, 2023 at 04:46 PM
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I walked around a festival today by myself so grateful to be enjoying the day. There were countless days ruined for me with sadness, depression, emotional dysregulation caused within a bad marriage. I told myself today is my liberation.

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I had to ignore my other sister

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Not very well. I suppose it’s a stages of grief thing. I spent the entire weekend crying, and now I’m shifting into so angry I could bite a car in half.
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I'm just not pushing myself very hard. Today I relaxed.
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I was coping by writing in my therapy room. But that didn't work out. My therapist was no support and ignored me. So I am crying to cope.

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Default Apr 21, 2023 at 11:01 PM
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I drank plenty of water today. And I am feeling better! How bout that?

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Getting out of the house helped me. Weather is nice. I need to not stay home all day.
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I had to validate my hurt feelings yesterday

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I decided to watch some : movies after having :hug such a really bad day

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Default Apr 26, 2023 at 10:09 AM
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Hubby's funeral is today. Passed away from pancreatic cancer last week. Diagnosed early March. Stunned. Thankful we could do hospice at home, treatment was not an option due to liver damage.
Have cried more since early March than I have in waaay too long. Hugs for all of you.

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Feeling alone, but okay with that. My FOO distanced themselves from our mother and her problems. It’s only going to be me to deal with everything. There’s nothing I can do atm. I’m thinking about going there, but I don’t know what there is for me to successfully do for them. It’s a real shyt show. The whole family is having a lot of problems in their own lives. It feels like the world has really gone haywire. I sure have a lot on my plate. Issues with ending marriage, kids health/mental health, parents lives ending badly. It’s in a free fall.

I am handling it all quite well now, doing what I need to do. I am not emotionally dysregulated anymore! I’m not sure what to make of that for me, except that I will never put myself in the position again to have that happen to me.

So, prayers for us and everyone else.

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Hubby's funeral is today. Passed away from pancreatic cancer last week. Diagnosed early March. Stunned. Thankful we could do hospice at home, treatment was not an option due to liver damage.
Have cried more since early March than I have in waaay too long. Hugs for all of you.
I’m very sorry :hug for you loss

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No energy. Just draggin.
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I did some :grouphug housework today to keep myself busy to keep my emotions in check.

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Same. It panned out. Unsure what I'm gonna do now though.

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Same. It panned out. Unsure what I'm gonna do now though.
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Planing to get out to shop, despite the strong, cold wind. Will straighten out my bedroom closet also.
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I took out the bike for 2 hours. On my way back it started pouring with rain and I got soaked through. Was okay with me though, I really needed the release exercise can give.

Hope you did something nice, too

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I took out the bike for 2 hours. On my way back it started pouring with rain and I got soaked through. Was okay with me though, I really needed the release exercise can give.

Hope you did something nice, too
Wow! I did some rearranging furniture today

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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