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#321
I walked around a festival today by myself so grateful to be enjoying the day. There were countless days ruined for me with sadness, depression, emotional dysregulation caused within a bad marriage. I told myself today is my liberation.
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Legendary
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#322
I had to ignore my other sister
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#323
Not very well. I suppose it’s a stages of grief thing. I spent the entire weekend crying, and now I’m shifting into so angry I could bite a car in half.
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#324
I'm just not pushing myself very hard. Today I relaxed.
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#325
I was coping by writing in my therapy room. But that didn't work out. My therapist was no support and ignored me. So I am crying to cope.
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#326
I drank plenty of water today. And I am feeling better! How bout that?
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#327
Getting out of the house helped me. Weather is nice. I need to not stay home all day.
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#328
I had to validate my hurt feelings yesterday
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#329
I decided to watch some : movies after having :hug such a really bad day
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#330
Hubby's funeral is today. Passed away from pancreatic cancer last week. Diagnosed early March. Stunned. Thankful we could do hospice at home, treatment was not an option due to liver damage.
Have cried more since early March than I have in waaay too long. Hugs for all of you. __________________ 'Religion is for people who are afraid of going to Hell. Spirituality is for those who have already been there.' --Vine Deloria 'Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day.' --Anonymous |
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#331
Feeling alone, but okay with that. My FOO distanced themselves from our mother and her problems. It’s only going to be me to deal with everything. There’s nothing I can do atm. I’m thinking about going there, but I don’t know what there is for me to successfully do for them. It’s a real shyt show. The whole family is having a lot of problems in their own lives. It feels like the world has really gone haywire. I sure have a lot on my plate. Issues with ending marriage, kids health/mental health, parents lives ending badly. It’s in a free fall.
I am handling it all quite well now, doing what I need to do. I am not emotionally dysregulated anymore! I’m not sure what to make of that for me, except that I will never put myself in the position again to have that happen to me. So, prayers for us and everyone else. __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
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#332
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#333
No energy. Just draggin.
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#334
I did some :grouphug housework today to keep myself busy to keep my emotions in check.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries Last edited by Buffy01; Apr 27, 2023 at 07:01 PM.. Reason: Left something out |
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#335
__________________ my life explained in two smileys |
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#336
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#337
Planing to get out to shop, despite the strong, cold wind. Will straighten out my bedroom closet also.
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#338
__________________ my life explained in two smileys |
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#339
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#340
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