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#401
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White knuckles.
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![]() Discombobulated, mote.of.soul, TheGal
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#402
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I don't want to go to the funeral today... it seems as though everyone is dying and I'm sad.
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![]() Buffy01, Discombobulated, mote.of.soul, MuddyBoots
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#403
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
![]() Discombobulated, mote.of.soul
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#404
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I'm not coping well today... I just feel awful.
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![]() Buffy01, Discombobulated, mote.of.soul, MuddyBoots
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#405
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#406
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I want to go to the ER but if I could just get to sleep I think I'd be ok enough to deal with things in the morning. I'm just kind of panicky right now from pain and lack of food and lack of sleep.
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"Good morning starshine.... the earth says hello"- Willy Wonka |
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#407
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I was over-analyzing makeup and I am glad I kept my little friend because it does help me
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Hi! I'm bexca and I have Schizoaffective disorder |
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#408
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I mean I feel good, but I woke up, did 25 minutes of HIIT and got the endorphins running, had a bunch of caffeine, did like an hour of body checking, got a wee bit drunk, had a good peer specialist session, and now I'm still feelin' the alcohol. So I used some healthy and some not so healthy coping skills and they worked (well, minus the body checking, that made me feel pretty bad). I'll probably take a nap soon and wake up wanting to die though.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#409
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#410
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#411
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too many traumatic memories
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#412
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Maybe I appear more of a shitshow than I Think I am right now.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#413
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#414
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It's a bumpy ride but I'm growing and healing in this life I've been given. 2023 has been a very positive year in the ways that matter for me. Thank you, and I'm sending everyone hugs for your journeys. Godspeed.🙏💕
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![]() Anonymous32448, Buffy01, Fuzzybear, MuddyBoots, Nammu, stahrgeyzer
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#415
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#416
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Thank you@willowtigger. Hug received and appreciated.💕
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#417
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#418
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I'm not coping very well. I'm lonely and bored, and I don't know what to do about it.
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‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’ |
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#419
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Anxious. I suppose. But hopeful. Might change my job. Anyone ever work a job and just wake up one day and decide you can't do it anymore?
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#420
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#422
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I’m glad that everything has been working out for you.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
#423
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I'm having to deal with the heat and trying to stay cool. I'm pretty sad and I'm finding it rather difficult to think happy thoughts. I'm feeling nostalgic. All those memories of when I was a teen or younger suddenly flooding back about how I used to be filled with enthusiasm. I'm having to do reading to distract myself.
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#424
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Journaling doesn't seem to be helping all that much. I'm already nostalgic for how happy I used to feel back in my teens or twenties. I'm having to read a book to avoid thinking too much.
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#425
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Just desperately trying to do whatever it takes to get through each day.
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