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Apr 16, 2023 at 04:46 PM
#321
I walked around a festival today by myself so grateful to be enjoying the day. There were countless days ruined for me with sadness, depression, emotional dysregulation caused within a bad marriage. I told myself today is my liberation.
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Apr 17, 2023 at 06:24 PM
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 I had to ignore my other sister 
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Apr 18, 2023 at 02:04 AM
#323
Not very well. I suppose it’s a stages of grief thing. I spent the entire weekend crying, and now I’m shifting into so angry I could bite a car in half.
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Apr 19, 2023 at 01:34 AM
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I'm just not pushing myself very hard. Today I relaxed.
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Apr 19, 2023 at 11:20 PM
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I was coping by writing in my therapy room. But that didn't work out. My therapist was no support and ignored me. So I am crying to cope.
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Apr 21, 2023 at 11:01 PM
#326
I drank plenty of water today. And I am feeling better! How bout that?
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Apr 22, 2023 at 12:27 AM
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Getting out of the house helped me. Weather is nice. I need to not stay home all day.
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Apr 22, 2023 at 07:10 AM
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I had to validate my  hurt feelings yesterday
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Apr 23, 2023 at 12:02 PM
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 I decided to  watch some : movies after having :hug such a really bad day
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Apr 26, 2023 at 10:09 AM
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Hubby's funeral is today. Passed away from pancreatic cancer last week. Diagnosed early March. Stunned. Thankful we could do hospice at home, treatment was not an option due to liver damage.
Have cried more since early March than I have in waaay too long. Hugs for all of you.
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Apr 26, 2023 at 01:41 PM
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Feeling alone, but okay with that. My FOO distanced themselves from our mother and her problems. It’s only going to be me to deal with everything. There’s nothing I can do atm. I’m thinking about going there, but I don’t know what there is for me to successfully do for them. It’s a real shyt show. The whole family is having a lot of problems in their own lives. It feels like the world has really gone haywire. I sure have a lot on my plate. Issues with ending marriage, kids health/mental health, parents lives ending badly. It’s in a free fall.
I am handling it all quite well now, doing what I need to do. I am not emotionally dysregulated anymore! I’m not sure what to make of that for me, except that I will never put myself in the position again to have that happen to me. So, prayers for us and everyone else. __________________ "And don't say it hasn't been a little slice of heaven, 'cause it hasn't!" . About Me--T |
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Apr 26, 2023 at 05:45 PM
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Apr 26, 2023 at 08:19 PM
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No energy. Just draggin.
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Apr 27, 2023 at 07:00 PM
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I did some :grouphug housework today  to keep myself busy    to keep my emotions in check.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries Last edited by Buffy01; Apr 27, 2023 at 07:01 PM.. Reason: Left something out |
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Apr 28, 2023 at 09:07 AM
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Apr 28, 2023 at 10:04 AM
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Apr 28, 2023 at 12:44 PM
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Planing to get out to shop, despite the strong, cold wind. Will straighten out my bedroom closet also.
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Apr 28, 2023 at 03:11 PM
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Hope you did something nice, too
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Apr 29, 2023 at 09:37 AM
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Apr 29, 2023 at 03:11 PM
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