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I feel this way so much of the time, even though I believe in my CBT training. It's so hard sometimes to believe in the most beauiful things.
I been using the CBT myself

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I have 20+ years of experience in my field and I'm now at a point where I don't believe I'll be able to go back. Self-doubt and very low self esteem. Yuck.

I wish you luck with your interviews.
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I'm hanging in there! I am feeling grateful for my life, health, and situation. I am free! I also am compliant and am taking good medication. I am resting and remaining calm until my interview. No matter what happens, I'll be ok. I feel blessed that I have food to eat and a place to sleep. I am also thankful for the opportunities people are giving me. I don't have much but being free and taking care of myself are a bonus. The doctor told me to return sooner if I have problems. I also can take more medication if I'm too stressed out. So far, I'm ok. I love myself and my life that God gave me. So, no time to feel sorry for myself. I am taking it one day at a time. I do see a rainbow now after the storm. I choose to be ok and happy, not down and out. I hope, of course, things work out for me. I am nervous about my interview but will survive. No matter what happens I will continue persevering. Thinking about my past, I've come a long way since the days when I hated taking my medication. I am past this now. I need to focus on what I can do for myself and do my best with what I have.
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Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

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I was trying to go grocery shopping on a holiday. But I let my anxiety get the best of me today. So I did not cope the greatest But even at 9:30AM the stores were very crowded. I didn't do anything bad to cope I just didn't get done what I wanted to do. So I guess my quality of life was affected today. Hopefully tommorow my anxiety won't be so high.

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I was able to take a couple of naps & I'm playing games here in the forums.
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Recently I have been coping by using the love I feel towards these wonderful forums & all of you.

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I've been coping by journaling and reading affirmations.

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Exercise and healthier food choices have helped me feel more energised today.
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I've been coping by journaling and reading affirmations.

me too!! i did some writing in my journal and that helped a lot..
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I've been posting in my therapy room. It's helping. And I'm reading.

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I got a quick glimpse of "normal" this afternoon and it made me feel confident and happy. It didn't last, but it was nice. I've decided to break my MO and watch an actual movie tonight and put the laptop away, so I can actually pay attention to the movie. Hopefully being proactive instead of reactive is one small piece of the path I need to get myself on. We'll see.
 
 
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I finally ate something & I think I was actually hungry all day & didn't know it.

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I been watching my favorite movies today. In the hope my bad day will turn around

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I called crisis team to tell them how I feel, it helped.
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I've been playing games and taking breaks to do housework.

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trying to stay positive, but im anxious
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I’m watching self help video and journaling to figure out what I need to do to be happy with my present.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

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That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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I’m coping by watching a lot of television and movies in a room by myself with the door shut.
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