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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
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#201
I'm at the hospital getting a treatment. It's going ok. I should be fine after this. I feel stressed. I usually cope better.
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
Posts: 12,603
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#203
I feel overwhelmed, even though there's no good reason to be.
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
Posts: 5,033
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#204
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
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#205
I’m feeling like I don’t fit in today, it’s hard to describe and maybe it’s not grounded in reality, but I’m coping by keeping busy and there’s been a lot for me to do so that’s good.
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Member Since Sep 2020
Location: Wichita, KS
Posts: 606
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#206
I've made it to Season 7 of Survivor. I bought a subscription to HBO Maxx, Paramount +, and Amazon Prime. Since I am on Season 7 of Survivor, I have proved that I can keep my head on the end game which is to watch all seasons of some of the shows on there, like Ancient Aliens, Survivor, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Game of Thrones, House of Dragons, Rings of Power, Seal Team 6 etc and be entertained. I've been using the computer and cell phone. I am not really straying from these things. Not really going out and shopping, and only buying Chipotle on Wednesday - that did become a habit. This is helping me cope because I did feel like my life was ending up being bizarrely chaotic and hectic. I'm just staying put in my parents house which is the most grounding thing in the world. My cousin passed away and her funeral is on Friday. I hope God's angels have been good to her.
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
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#207
I got through the night. I now have to get through today.
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Legendary
Member Since Dec 2014
Location: USA
Posts: 10,258
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#208
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 9,945
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#209
![]() ![]() ![]() __________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Member Since Jan 2013
Location: angola ny
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#210
i hope you all feel better soon!
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2012
Location: Eastern MD
Posts: 1,513
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#211
Couldn't get out of bed until 1130. No energy at all. I haven't been like this in 4 yrs.
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Legendary
Member Since Dec 2014
Location: USA
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#212
I have a lot of blame and shame to throw at myself. I really messed up, not only harm for myself, but for my kids. I can’t undo it. It’s unproductive to beat myself up for it now. I am so anxious about their feelings toward me now. I need to be the adult voice of reason and sanity now.
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Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
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#213
![]() ![]() __________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Member Since Feb 2023
Location: California
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#214
I'm in a great mood today.
It was a productive day, I did a lot of things, cleaned the house, shot content for Instagram, and cooked pasta and cheese for dinner. |
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Legendary
Member Since Sep 2019
Location: USA
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#215
I'm doing what I can to relax, & trying to think positive.
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2022
Location: The House
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#216
I'm feeling crappy.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2022
Location: The Far West
Posts: 1,236
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#218
It is what it is
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
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#219
Not doing too well, really.
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Legendary
Member Since Mar 2011
Location: USA
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#220
I am doing quite well today.
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