[black-roses]

I'm over it, yesterday night I was so anxious before sleeping thinking about who that mysterious person that confessed feelings for me online, I got up and peed 6 times in the night then fell asleep at 12am and I'm kinda over it, because Ive been waking up at 6am on the days I don't have tafe and it's sucks because then it's like only 6 hours of sleep and it sucks so bad, I can't concentrate and just feel tired the whole day. I really wish I didn't feel anxious about this course I wish I didn't have the extra pressures of knowing I have ADD and then have my family extra anxious that I'm going to injure/kill someone at work by accident. It just sucks I wish people thought more positivity of me and believed in me more. Luckily I don't have to care about what they think or say but it would just be nice to feel supported with my family but they've never been good at supporting. Sigh

[mote.of.soul]

Good on you black-roses, you're doing your best and you're very open and honest about it. It's good.🙏