I really hate desperate men it's something I don't need in my life to make my life harder I spent three years helping this man and he wouldn't help himself he was a drain to me and frankly I never want to talk to him again. He's figured out a way to connect me even though I blocked his number my online social media is where I find him. But it's too late I already resent him for all the anxiety and negative emotions he made me carry and all I want to say is I want nothing to do with him or ever talk to him again. I thought blocking his number would make it obvious that me ignoring him that I didn't care about him anymore but he's just to blinded to see it and it's sad. All I see is him as a drain of my emotions I don't want to hang with him or talk to him sometimes I wonder if I'm being reasonable but I don't feel comfortable with him or his family. He's family seemed to think we were together I can't think of anything worse I need someone emotionally strong that can carry there own not someone just as damaged if not worse than me
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