[In_The_Darkness]

So so so so lonely. I have no freinds. I wish life was like skins and im cook. Tut. A whole new low

[Miracle1986]

(((In_The_Darkness)))
You have friends here.

[JayS]

Originally Posted by In_The_Darkness

So so so so lonely. I have no freinds. I wish life was like skins and im cook. Tut. A whole new low

Like Manda said.... You have friends... we do care for you.

Is there anywhere you can go to socialize with people?

[In_The_Darkness]

Originally Posted by JayS

Is there anywhere you can go to socialize with people?

No. I dont have anybody to socialize with and I get really nervous in social situations and end up screwing it all up.

No one in any situation will like me cus I always say the wrong thing and **** everything.

[JayS]

Originally Posted by In_The_Darkness

No. I dont have anybody to socialize with and I get really nervous in social situations and end up screwing it all up.

No one in any situation will like me cus I always say the wrong thing and **** everything.

You must be my twin..... I'm the exact same way but with a bit of paranoia thrown in. Wish I could help but I'm not good myself right now.

Take care

[In_The_Darkness]

Originally Posted by JayS

You must be my twin..... I'm the exact same way but with a bit paranoia thrown in. Wish I could help but I'm not good myself right now.

By paranoia do you mean the feeling that everyone's laughing at you, talking about you and thinking about something about you ? And you get so paranoid you sometimes dont want to walk into a room when there's people because you're scared they will all be looking at you and thinking bad thoughts about you and when the silence breaks and theys start talking they are talking about you.

That paranoia ? If it is then wow. I really need to steal you! lol

[JayS]

Originally Posted by In_The_Darkness

By paranoia do you mean the feeling that everyone's laughing at you, talking about you and thinking about something about you ? And you get so paranoid you sometimes dont want to walk into a room when there's people because you're scared they will all be looking at you and thinking bad thoughts about you and when the silence breaks and theys start talking they are talking about you.

That paranoia ? If it is then wow. I really need to steal you! lol

That's me 100%..... That's why I like the net....it's way easier.

[Naturefreak]

Hi , In-the-darkness.

I am lonely too but have met some good friends on this site.
At least we have that to look forward too. Things will get better.
It just takes time . Hang in there .
Yesterday I was going through the drive-thru at a coffee shop
because I find it hard to go in because I have social anxiety.
As I was placing my order they were laughing . I assumed they
were laughing at me. In reality they probably were not laughing
at me at all. And if they were , who cares. No big deal.
Hope this helped ..............Take Care

[In_The_Darkness]

Anything sensible that is said to me and makes sense helps. Not all the ******** that CAMHS and family tell you.

[xxMSFxx]

In the Darkness...

ill be your friend!

feel better

[darkpurplesecrets]

In_The_Darkness

You are not alone anymore. You are here on PC where you have many people who care about you and want to be your friend. Those who want to listen and hear what you have to say and will be here whenever you need or want to talk. You are reaching out and saying what you feel and there are a lot of others who feel just what you feel. I did not have anyone until I came to PC either--no one I trusted. PC has been an open door for me to find those I can trust and I have many friends here. Reaching out and writng on the forums is a very good way to connect with others here. There are so many here that can be of really good help and are really wonderful people. Without this place, I do not know where I would be right now.

Know that I am your friend--or I would like to be. I know you don't know me but maybe we will get to know each other in time. I read what you write on the forums a lot and you have written on things tht I have wrote. I thank you for tht. Just keep reaching out here. If you ever feel like it, going to one of the chats is another way to talk to others here. It is another way to get to know people. There are some good chats plus just the open chats that we go to to just talk. Would love to see you there sometime. It is a way to talk without having to see anyone but still carrying on a conversation. Take care and know that you are not alone. I care and am glad you are here.

dps