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Ok, been a week since I have logged on.
I am uncertain of my future but trying my best to deal with it in a healthy manner. I get stuck in bad places in my head at times. It gets really dark. And the worst part, no specific reason for it. I have had really bad times in the past and for 5 years was doing very well and not hospitalized. But now I feel like I did when I was really out of control. I am back in therapy but I am not sure that is good either. Keeping the %#@&#! tucked away down deep has been the best way to handle day to day life for me. I haven't cut in 6 years...although I have found other ways of hurting myself without leaving scars. And, it helps me cope with the crap I feel inside my head. And I don't want to stop. Because it is a good pain, it is a releasing pain. It helps me gather my thoughts to make it to another day. I am confused. And I don't want to disappoint anyone. But, I don't feel well in my mind. HELP??? |
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((((((((((((sjo))))))))))))
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((((((((((((((((((sj0))))))))))))))))))
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((((((((((SJ))))))))))
You keep going to therapy. It really is good or you right now. It takes time, a while to get back to being yourself. I know for me, I struggle everyday. I try to make each day as positive as I can. Sometimes, I just dont want to but I force myself for the greater good. It takes all my strength. Find it with in you to do the same. Your stronger then you think. I guarentee you. Take care sweety. Please keep us posted on how you are doing. |
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