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Jun 11, 2009, 03:31 AM
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I have come to the conclusion that there are
some people worthy of being loved and then there is me. I was not worthy of a mothers love nor a fathers love I am not worthy of love from my partner or my daughter why do I stay ?. good question answer my son he will not leave he has aspergers syndrome and this house is his comfort zone, so no I cannot do that to him and I wont. So what to do ???? I wanted so many things from this "life" you know but most of all I wanted to know what love felt like I mean true love. I guess unfortunatly I have made my bed and now it is time to just lay down and whatever He tells me I am usless stupid an idiot etc etc etc I could say more but I wont but you know worst of all my daughter talks this way to me all the time and that truely hurts so very very bad...but there is nothing I can do No I am sorry if this comes across as a woe is me post that is not my intent I am simply saying out loud what is in my heart. and for some time now my heart is so broken I am not even sure it can ever be fixed Oh I want to run I really do but I just cannot do that maybe it is fear and I use my son as an excuse for not going or maybe I am simply destined to live this life as is I have very few happy times sure I laugh but hey do not laugh to loud or to much that makes people mad. Sorry I will shut up now
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Jun 11, 2009, 04:49 AM
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Starrina,
It sounds like you're in an abusive relationship. You are worthy of love. All men are created equal with certain unalienable rights, our forefathers new that concept and I just wanted to remind you, we are all born with the right to be loved. Nobody should take that from us, least of all parents. Unfortunately it sounds like it's a learned behavior for your daughter now and it will be hard to break her of it. She may go the rest of her life treating people like this now. That is sad. You my dear are worth all the love the world has to offer because you are you, that simple. So here's a little love to shed some light on your path as you travel. All my love and more, Tarabug
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Jun 11, 2009, 10:07 AM
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please dont shut up it's good that you posted. I agree i sounds like the relationships you are in are unhealthy. You are worth love. You really are.
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