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Jul 03, 2009, 02:24 PM
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I just came back from having lunch with my dad whom I had not seen for 6 months due to my mental state, it went rather well, we stayed away from touchy subjects. It was nice to see him although he has been operated for cancer lately and is waiting for the results.
I managed to stay calm for the two hours spent with him but as soon as I got in my car I started crying, I felt so sad...I have this nagging feeling ever since I left him that this will be the last time I see him. We live 3 hours from each other so we usually see each other every 2 months but I havent been able to get up there lately and he is getting older (83) so he doesnt come down here anymore. I love him so but when we hugged goodbye I did not feel the connection, I am aware that I havent been able to feel as much lately but it makes me sick to think depression has taken my ability to feel. Just so sad and angry at this horrible disease....or sickness...or is it real?? |
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Jul 03, 2009, 03:09 PM
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(((((idontknow13))))) I am so very sorry to hear this. Sending you and your father a lot of prayers and hugs.
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Jul 03, 2009, 03:51 PM
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(((((idontknow))))
 I know how frustrating it can be.. these dull feelings.. I know. Sending you hugs.
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Jul 03, 2009, 04:02 PM
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((((IDK))))
Depression is an evil disease that robs us of so much of ourselves...You and your Dad are in my thoughts. Sending you good thoughts and wishing good things for you!
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Jul 03, 2009, 04:14 PM
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(((((idontknow)))))
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Jul 04, 2009, 09:24 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((IDK)))))))))))))))))))))))) Depression is so hard especially with those we love. I am sorry you are going through this.
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Jul 05, 2009, 07:15 AM
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(((((((((idon'tknow))))))) I'm sorry you are going through this and you and your dad are in my thoughts and prayers!
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Jul 05, 2009, 07:40 AM
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(((((((((((((((idontknow)))))))))))))))))))
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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