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Jul 07, 2009, 01:40 AM
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who does?
i dont know happy. maybe i'm supposed to, maybe depression doesnt work exactly like that. but i know what im supposed to feel, i just dont feel it. however i do feel.. like i hate everyone. like im public enemy number one. like im the biggest %$!#up ever and everyone knows and hates me for it. and then theres that part of me that keeps telling me that theres a way out, and that i should take it.. i think ithats just the depression. or is it me? its a part of me but seeing as its taken over my whole life, id say the borders between normality and illness are getting even fuzzier. i wish my head werent so messy.
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Jul 07, 2009, 04:16 AM
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   ((((((bananasarecool))))))
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Jul 07, 2009, 04:48 AM
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((((((((((((((bannanasarecool)))))))))))
dont let depression telling you the wrong thing ...i know its hard but we all here for you keep in your mind that someday will comes when everything will be fine 
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Jul 07, 2009, 10:20 PM
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Quote:
May happiness find you, and find you in such a way that there will be no doubt happiness is what you've found!
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Jul 07, 2009, 10:39 PM
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((((bananasarecool))))
I am sorry you are feeling so much pain and that you feel you are so bad. You are not and you are right it is the depression talking. Depression lies to us on so many levels and it puts things in your mind that are not true. You are not alone and we are here listening and hearing what you are saying. I do know the feeling of the depression taking over your life and how it can come between you and everythng and feel as though you are totally lost within a fog that never seems to lift. But you are reaching and talking about it and that is a really good thing. You are not letting it shut you off. I do hope you will continue to reach and talk about it. Know that we are here for you and that we do care so much. We will walk with you through this and be here for you. Know you are worth it and that you deserve to be heard and cared about. Please take time and breath and do something nice for you. And keep posting and telling us how you feel. dps |
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