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Old Jul 08, 2009, 08:30 AM
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ive had enough of everything, enough of going to and fro from hospital i went to hospital 6 times in 3 days only to be sent home once pain subsided. being told im fat an have no life well im tempted to say ill show u no life an do something i regret.
ive lost trust in EVERYONE of the doctors now. not only that but im getting worse an worse depression wise and just going further an further down hill i dont know how much more i can take im struggling soooo much at the moment an could really do with feeling like i matter which at the moment i dont feel as though i do at all. i wish i could just run away from everything here at the moment i know people will say oh life is meant to be hard but JEEZ is it meant to be this bloody hard?? this thread im hanging onto is slowly getting thinner an thinner when will it get better??
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 08:50 AM
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:14 AM
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:17 AM
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Depression is taking over your head. It LIES to you.

You are a good, valuable person.

Do you have a T to talk to? Of course we will always talk to you, but I am no T

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ive had enough of everything, enough of going to and fro from hospital i went to hospital 6 times in 3 days only to be sent home once pain subsided. being told im fat an have no life well im tempted to say ill show u no life an do something i regret.
ive lost trust in EVERYONE of the doctors now. not only that but im getting worse an worse depression wise and just going further an further down hill i dont know how much more i can take im struggling soooo much at the moment an could really do with feeling like i matter which at the moment i dont feel as though i do at all. i wish i could just run away from everything here at the moment i know people will say oh life is meant to be hard but JEEZ is it meant to be this bloody hard?? this thread im hanging onto is slowly getting thinner an thinner when will it get better??
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:18 AM
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I think you have me beat in the hospital visits although not by much. I made the trip so many times I was thinking they should offer frequent flier / rider passes like airlines, trains, and busses. If not free trips at least some kind of discount.

As a frog of little brain I can only offer hugs. I think I am suppose to say something like "hold on things will get better" but right now in my life I am not convinced.



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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:22 AM
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thanks to everyone for caring.
yes i do have a T but dont see her until next week
*SCREAMSS* sorry i had to get it all out then maybe i can sleep.
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:44 AM
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 09:59 AM
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Old Jul 08, 2009, 11:18 AM
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My words may not penetrate your depression, but I'll offer them hoping there's the tiniest of chances they may:

Teary_me, you matter.
You matter - no matter what you look like.
You matter - no matter what afflicts you.
You matter - no matter what's going on or not going on in your life.
You matter - no matter what you say or not say (although I'm grateful for your posts).
You matter - no matter what, period.

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Old Jul 08, 2009, 01:31 PM
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thanks to everyone for caring.
yes i do have a T but dont see her until next week
*SCREAMSS* sorry i had to get it all out then maybe i can sleep.

Don't be sorry for having to get it all out. That's a large part of what this place is here for, and I'm GLAD you could rant it out

sending many many hugs and hoping it can get better soon
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