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Old Jul 12, 2009, 08:53 PM
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I hate this feeling inside that make me feel so awful... I just feel so heavy. It is so hard to get out of bed and want to do anything. Not even the things I usually want to do. I feel so sad and worthless. I just wish I could hide from the feelings. I don't feel worthy of any attention of anything from anyone. I just want to hide from everyone.

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Old Jul 12, 2009, 08:56 PM
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 04:02 AM
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I know this feeling. It is very hard. (((Googly)))
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 08:22 AM
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(((((((((((((((((( googley ))))))))))))))))
I know the feeling too
(hard to believe for a few maybe from all my stupid posts)
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 09:15 AM
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Depression is so difficult to LIVE with. We exist, we survive - barely. But Live? Thrive? Very difficult to do when we are in the midst of depression. Be easy and gentle with yourself. You are doing the best you can. Take care of yourself.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 06:11 PM
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Thank you all. I just wish that I could feel better. I wish I could go back to the numb feelings (though is numb really a feeling?). I just feel like I need a break. I was hoping for a break and then used up all my ET being really really sick. Now I don't get any break or get to see any friends before I move. All I have time to do is pack. And that just seems impossible.
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Old Jul 14, 2009, 11:56 AM
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Hang in there
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Old Jul 14, 2009, 07:29 PM
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And then today is the worst birthday I've ever had. I can't do anything right.
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Old Jul 14, 2009, 07:34 PM
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I am so sorry you did not have a good birthday, hopefully this year will bring you everything your heart desires and more.

My best wishes on your special day
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Old Jul 15, 2009, 12:31 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((googley)))))))))))))))))) I am sorry your birthday was not good. Hopefully today is better.

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Old Jul 15, 2009, 12:41 PM
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Old Jul 15, 2009, 02:48 PM
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Wishing you a wonderful, happy day, today or soon, that will make up for a less-than-successful birthday!
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Old Jul 15, 2009, 07:40 PM
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Thank you all. My day today was better (after 12 hrs of sleep). I was totally overwhelmed by cognitive distortions yesterday and they just made things worse, I couldn't get out of them. I found out that my dad didn't call because he was going to call after I was done with work but ended up spending 12 hrs on the kitchen doing wall papering and wasn't done till 3am my time, he figured it was not a good idea to call at that time. It helped to know he didn't forget, even though I would have liked a call.
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