[Frankz]

Ugh. I don't know many people on here, actually personally I only know one, so here's the low down.

I have 4 sisters. One is in her 30's with her own kids, in another state, who I don't talk to, [rarely I will] and I'm fine with that because she has a job and kids to care for. Another is my twin sister who I see all the time cuz I live with her. Another whose like 18 [I think] who lives with my dad with a totally different mother so I don't see her often, and not to be rude but she's sorta stuck up. Me and my twin sister fight alot, which puts me into stress. Now my 2 year old sister lives with my grandmother, and always has since she was little for personal family reasons, my grandfather died a bit back in the years when I was about 7 [13 now].

My 21 year old sister is a trans-gender, female to male [no surgery yet], which by all means I'm fine with. But me and her really just click and get along well. Now I don't see her much, maybe a visit every 2 weeks and she'll spend nights over my house with my twin and mom. Of course we talk over msn, aim, etc. Now why is this depressing?

Because I wish I had an older sister to talk to, look up to, and be able to open up to. Go hang out with. With a mom it's different, because a sister has been there and can relate, because there isnt so MUCH of an age difference. Her looking like a boy it's just different. I wish she was more of a girl, but I want her to be happy. She's never been "girly" ever since she was young she dressed in shorts and short haircuts.

Am I wrong for thinking this??

To all, enjoy your night.

[depressedalaskan]

Your sister is your sister no matter what. She loves you and you love her. That is what I think is important.

[Frankz]

Originally Posted by depressedalaskan

Your sister is your sister no matter what. She loves you and you love her. That is what I think is important.

You know, you're totally right. And she'll always be my sister. Thank you. (:

[leahcim]

Being the oldest (I'm male by the way but issues should be similar) and not having a relationship with my father I always turned to friends in the neighborhood to look up to though I don't know if they knew it. But there was one guy, who as it turns out was older and had no little brother and we became good friends.

Maybe there's an older friend you could hook up with.

Aside from that my mentor's ended up being heros in books. Sounds a bit funny at first, but there are several great books in which the hero became like my older brother.

Everybody will think I'm a little "off" but I always looked up to Holden Caulfield from "Catcher in the Rye" and Winston Smith in "1984".

And my big sis was Sissy Hankshaw in "Even Cowgirls get the Blues"

Actually, these were great characters and I don't think it's so strange all of a sudden.

[turquoisesea]

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