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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:14 PM
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sad, angry, sick to my stomach, can't do anything or don't do anything.

Desparately lonely

NEEDY NEEDY NEEDY

I am a deadbeat

I am a loser

I don't deserve all the good things i have--supportive and loving mom and T and pdoc and meds, a roof over my head, food to eat...
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:30 PM
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sad, angry, sick to my stomach, can't do anything or don't do anything.

Desparately lonely



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Pretty much described me to a tee Berries .
How do we conquer this ?
I'm so sick of it all ............. maybe 3 good hrs per day .
Mostly when I'm here.
Don't know again , and again , and again.
Hugs is all I got my friend
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:36 PM
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 07:37 PM
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sad, angry, sick to my stomach, can't do anything or don't do anything.

Desparately lonely

NEEDY NEEDY NEEDY

I am a deadbeat

I am a loser

I don't deserve all the good things i have--supportive and loving mom and T and pdoc and meds, a roof over my head, food to eat...
Some times I don't read or really look at my own posts so I thought I would share one of your's with you. Don't get me wrong here, I am not putting you down or saying anything bad about you. I am sharing with you your own wisdom. ((((Hang in there, Take it one moment at a time, but hang on. Keep posting and telling us how you are doing))))). This post came from you, it is good advise. I have learned so much from you that I really can't thank you enough. You are not a loser or a deadbeat, you are not alone - you have others in your life as you have stated and you have us. Don't let depression tell you anything different. Many hugs and thank yous for your day.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 08:22 PM
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I too don't deserve the good things I have, and one of those good things is a hurting, lonely cyber-friend called

Berries
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 09:22 PM
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Do you think that others deserve these things? Why don't you? You deserve them too! Please take care of yourself.
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Old Aug 08, 2009, 09:53 PM
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You do deserve all the good things you have and more. You are not a loser neither are you a deadbeat, you are a wonderful caring person who is hurting. I wish I could take away your pain but all I can offer you are hugs and good thoughts
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 12:01 AM
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You are a WONDERFUL person and you deserve all the good things you have. What you DON'T deserve is depression. You DON'T deserve to feel this way and you OWE it to yourself not to give up. You'll get through this. Keep taking your meds, keep seeing your T, keep surrounding yourself with the people who love you ... you deserve all of those things and more. Sending lots of hugs.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 12:05 AM
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 01:23 AM
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 03:56 AM
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 01:54 PM
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I just dragged myself out of bed after about 17 hours in it and was so touched to see everyones posts on my thread.

THANK YOU!!!! sad, angry, sick sad, angry, sick sad, angry, sick...





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Old Aug 09, 2009, 01:58 PM
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The life that you have been living is clearly not satisfying to you and you know that you are not living up to your potential - yet. So until you are achieving more in your life, even if the achievements are small ones, you cannot expect your negative feelings to change very much.

Try to set more goals for yourself on a daily basis - small goals - and then start meeting those goals. You WILL feel better!
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 02:02 PM
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I have a goal for this weekend and for the week ahead. Thank you, Trevor, for reminding me that i will feel better if I tackle them instead of laying in bed.

I will try. I will.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 03:30 PM
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 03:57 PM
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Berries, you are a very good person. I am glad you outsmarted depression and could get out of bed to meet your goals!

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Amazonmom is not putting up with bad behavior any more.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 07:41 PM
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Wish I new how to give those grp hugs :grouphugs
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