[Porcelain_doll_2004]

I know many people have been wondering how I really am doing. That question is really a moment by moment question. I go from being fine to totally freaking out. I have been very stressed and am having a lot of issues dealing with everything. I am afraid to ask for support so this is the best go at it I have.

Depression
I am in a low right now and am struggling to go out of my house. I go to work come home and then just hide out in my Apt. I used to love to dance and now I am scared to even go so I don’t. I am not hanging out with friends which I do miss but I just can’t get myself to go out at all. I wish I could, I just don’t know. I feel I am losing who I really am, I don’t know how to enjoy life anymore. Any ideas would be helpful.

I am not trying to complain but just have a lot on my mind, I have been wanting to write this all for a while and this is all just the highlights with things, there is still a lot more to each one of these. Thanks for listening/reading all of this.
I hope I have not caused too many issues, or been too annoying with this all. There is so much more I want to say but don’t want to ramble your ears off.
Thanks again for listening/reading. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas PLEASE let me know.
To read the full post about everything here is the link:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=110740
Doll

[depressedalaskan]

((((Porcelain_doll_2004)))) I hear you, you are closer to me than you think, feeling wise anyway. I am down myself and can't get up. I know that I have been told that I am fighting because I have posted. I guess it is fighting but I don't feel the gain. I'm sure it will pass, it has in the past. If I can help let me know. hugs for your day. Keep posting and fighting. We can and will win this.

[Fuzzybear]

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[Naturefreak]

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[Berries]

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Many, many hugs

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