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Old Sep 27, 2009, 06:27 AM
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Just me. Lost and feeling something within pulling me away. Pulling my mind somewhere amidst the darkness. Just me. No one really. No one of importance. A mind turning within itself. Somewhere. Scared. Just me. No one has to know. No one has to care. Straining to hear. Straining to see. Straining to hold on. Just me. Nothing. Barely reaching. Does it matter? Crying in the dark. Almost gone. Just me. shhhh.

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Old Sep 27, 2009, 07:13 AM
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Ah I'm sorry you're feeling so scared and alone.

Although you feel alone I hope you can believe me when I say you're not - this is a wonderful site, and any time you need a friend, some support, it's there. Just reach out, and somebody will reach back. You're not alone. People care!

Do you use the chatrooms? I've not seen you. Maybe we can talk sometime.
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 07:13 AM
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(((DPS)))

Just me ........ FALSE ..... Depression talking
Lost and feeling something without pulling me away ......... Again ...Depression talking
Pulling my mind somewhere amidst the darkness .........Depression is always thinking negative...... THIS IS NOT YOU.
Just me ......no one really ....SO FAR FROM THE TRUTH .......WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE
No one of importance ........FALSE .....SOMEONE OF MUCH IMPORTANCE .
A mind turning within itself .......... Depression can trick you ...... DO NOT LET IT WIN.
Somewhere , scared ........ WE ARE LISTENING DPS ..... do not fear .
Just me, no one has to know ...... TRUE ...... NO ONE HAS TO KNOW ....... BUT WE ARE HAPPY YOU REACHED OUT ..... we are concerned , YOU are a BIG part of our family.
DOES IT MATTER?
YES, AND YOU MATTER
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 09:30 AM
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 10:44 AM
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Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long.
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 11:21 AM
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(((DPS)))

Just me ........ FALSE ..... Depression talking
Lost and feeling something without pulling me away ......... Again ...Depression talking
Pulling my mind somewhere amidst the darkness .........Depression is always thinking negative...... THIS IS NOT YOU.
Just me ......no one really ....SO FAR FROM THE TRUTH .......WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE
No one of importance ........FALSE .....SOMEONE OF MUCH IMPORTANCE .
A mind turning within itself .......... Depression can trick you ...... DO NOT LET IT WIN.
Somewhere , scared ........ WE ARE LISTENING DPS ..... do not fear .
Just me, no one has to know ...... TRUE ...... NO ONE HAS TO KNOW ....... BUT WE ARE HAPPY YOU REACHED OUT ..... we are concerned , YOU are a BIG part of our family.
DOES IT MATTER?
YES, AND YOU MATTER

I ditto what Babysteps said. Especially the last part--YOU MATTER, very much.
Hang in there, DPS. We aren't going to stand by and watch you suffer. We are going to sit with you and hold your hand until you are better.
Wishing you strength and love...
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 11:30 AM
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We care
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Old Sep 27, 2009, 04:38 PM
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You matter to so many people, it's not "just you". YOU are someone of caring, giving and loving people that I have met. Everyone here is available for you if necessary, especially me.

Please take care of yourself and don't listen to the lies. They want you to feel bad.

Mary Alice

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Old Sep 28, 2009, 02:19 AM
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Just me. Lost and feeling something within pulling me away. Pulling my mind somewhere amidst the darkness. Just me. No one really. No one of importance. A mind turning within itself. Somewhere. Scared. Just me. No one has to know. No one has to care. Straining to hear. Straining to see. Straining to hold on. Just me. Nothing. Barely reaching. Does it matter? Crying in the dark. Almost gone. Just me. shhhh.
The darkness is not your friend (((dps))). Do not let it lie to you, or blind you, or deafen you, or tell you that you don't matter, or lead you into deeper darkness. All that the darkness has to offer is more darkness. Turn around and come back to the light - your friends are here in the light and we won't let the darkness take you from us because you do matter to us.
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I walked a mile with Sorrow and ne'er a word said she;
But oh, the things I learned from her when Sorrow walked with me!"

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Old Sep 28, 2009, 09:47 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((darkpurplesecrets))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am here and I care.

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Old Sep 28, 2009, 01:41 PM
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dps No one needs to care?????? Well technically, no, but we do anyway. So. Either we are all stupid, which II really doubt having read all these posts all these weeks, or you are worth us voluntarily and GLADLY caring for you. And we do, gladly and because we want to. If you can forgive me for the hanging participle, take some glad and willing hugs )and a couple of matches) from another person in the darkness. We are closer than you think
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