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Old Oct 25, 2009, 01:06 AM
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I am going through a major depressive episode. I am trying to get myself together, but it is so hard. Here come the tears...

I feel worthless. All the time. I feel guilty. I feel lonely. And I don't want to.

Wow...I had to stop because the tears came so fast and so long. I don't want to be this person. I am so scared.

That's all I feel like saying right now.

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Old Oct 25, 2009, 08:34 AM
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 08:45 AM
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I am sorry you are feeling so bad, I hope it will get better soon.
Keep posting, it helps and you will find a lot of caring and understanding people here who will be here for you when needed
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 10:51 AM
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Welcome to PC.
Everything you are feeling I feel & have felt before. And there are many others here, who can say the same.
You are not alone. Not anymore.
Please keep posting.
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 11:23 AM
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I am very sorry the bad feeling have come.
I know episodes like this can be exhausting.
Keep posting through this time. You really are not alone here
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 02:27 PM
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((((shrinkingviolet))))) Been there myself, and it is a horrible feeling. Welcome, here, at any rate. It's a good place to come. We're pulling for you
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 05:30 PM
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I am going through a major depressive episode. I am trying to get myself together, but it is so hard. Here come the tears...

I feel worthless. All the time. I feel guilty. I feel lonely. And I don't want to.

Wow...I had to stop because the tears came so fast and so long. I don't want to be this person. I am so scared.

That's all I feel like saying right now.

Thanks.
i can fully relate to what you saying. i feel the same way. i've learn from this forum that this is exactly what depression wants us to feel, we have to find a way to fight the depression which is very hard, i havent find a way myself. hope you feeling better. take care
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 06:20 PM
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I know how it feels: horrible. But be aware that it is not something mysterious and arcane, it has a name and there are ways out.
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Old Oct 25, 2009, 11:53 PM
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It was a hard day. Again. I feel bad for my mom who doesn't get that as much as I want to snap my fingers and make this all go away I can't. That my illness is a real illness. She's frustrated and doesn't understand and she takes it out on me and I don't blame her. I am going to call my doctor in the morning. I have no control of my sleep cycle and if I can get that, maybe I can work on getting control of myself.
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Old Oct 26, 2009, 06:45 AM
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