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Oct 23, 2009, 08:04 PM
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i broke up with my girlfriend recently. im still in ****** mood. thats another story. last night, i go out with a friend of mine (not-close friend that i've been telling you in previous posts), we went out to grab some drinks and go to this bar to meet our long time friend from college. when we finally met, she introduce us to her new boyfriend, and it turns out her new boyfriend is the guy who was bullying me back in junior high, he's sorta tough & popular guy back in junior high. and im just a quiet loner coward guy back then. he used to threaten me a lot. he pushed me, mocked me, he even kicked me while im eating, pointed his finger at me, and talk about craps, i dont even know him, i think he dislike me for his own personal reason, i never know what it is, he's older than me. i still remember when i was in 7th grade, i dont even have the guts to go out of class on lunch time because im afraid he will find me and do something to me, when the school's over im like the first person to go home just to stay away from him. i live with it for like a year or so.
i talked to him for a few minutes at that bar, i asked about this other guy, he have this friend back then who always do the same thing to me, but this guy is the toughest of all back then, nobody wants to mess with him. i asked whats his name again cause i forgot, im just curious, cause really im still holding the grudge. sometimes im still wondering what would i do if i meet them. well now i've met one of them, but i do nothing eventho i feel like i just want my revenge. i never do a mistake to them, why am i always being the target, because i was a loser & a weirdo?. im still a quiet and loner guy, but im not a coward anymore. perhaps one apologize is what i wanted to hear, perhaps not, im holding too many grudge in the past 12 years. i've said this once, "i just want life to be fair". but life's never fair to me |
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Oct 23, 2009, 09:31 PM
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  (((perfectsilence)))I hope and believe things can only get better for you . You're going through a tough time right now . Keep up the fight , and never give up . Take Care 
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Oct 24, 2009, 12:47 AM
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Sending kind thoughts your way. Hope it gets better. phoenix47
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Oct 24, 2009, 06:07 AM
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(((((perfectsilence))))))
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Oct 24, 2009, 12:42 PM
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Cruelties cast a long shadow.
Wishing you peace, Perfectsilence.
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