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Old Oct 31, 2009, 09:37 PM
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don't want to be here anymore.
don't want to be this person anymore.
can't be this lonely anymore
don't know what to do anymore...

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Old Oct 31, 2009, 09:39 PM
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

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Old Oct 31, 2009, 09:40 PM
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don't want to be here anymore.
don't want to be this person anymore.
can't be this lonely anymore
don't know what to do anymore...

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I know exactly how you feel, and I'm fighting to remedy the same things. If there's anything I'm learning, it's that we are the only ones with the power to make the changes for ourselves, and we are the only thing holding ourselves back.
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Old Oct 31, 2009, 09:43 PM
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Old Oct 31, 2009, 10:08 PM
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Old Oct 31, 2009, 11:40 PM
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don't want to be here anymore.
don't want to be this person anymore.
can't be this lonely anymore
don't know what to do anymore...


Wow, that's exactly how I feel. I know that the only choice is to keep going, so please try to keep your head up.
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Old Nov 01, 2009, 03:28 AM
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(((((jacq))))) I know you don't want to be here, but Ifor one am glad that you are here and that you are who you are. Take care of yourself, dear
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Old Nov 01, 2009, 01:22 PM
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Thank you all so much for the hugs ... 's back at all of you.
Feeling a little better today... trying to keep busy... my head is still really bothering me from this concussion of mine, and i'm sure thats adding to my emotions getting the best of me.
sigh.
here's to hoping things will get better.
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Old Nov 01, 2009, 02:46 PM
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don't want to be here anymore.
don't want to be this person anymore.
can't be this lonely anymore
don't know what to do anymore...


Hello i truly know how you feel. I've been battling depression for a couple of years now, maybe even longer. I know that I don't know you but if you need someone to talk to ..I'd love to talk to you and maybe share some experiences and ways of dealing with deep depression.
you can instant message me at xxoreogasmic88xx if you'd like
feel better
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Old Nov 01, 2009, 06:53 PM
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I too feel this way quite often. And I often wonder how did I get to be this person. Where did I make the wrong turn? Can I just make a U-turn or something to get back to where I was before depression took over? I don't like this funk I've gotten into or the person I've become. And want so badly to be a better person.

There are days that are better than others. And I try my best to make the most of the 'good days'. The last couple days have been good days. Not sure why. Nothing special or different about them from any other day. But I just felt a little happier inside. I managed to tackle a few chores around the house that I've been putting off. As I did each one of these little things I felt a little better with myself. As the day went on I found myself actually enjoying my day. It sure would be nice to have a whole week of good days. That's my short term goal for myself. We'll see what the work week brings.
Thanks for this!
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