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Nov 01, 2009, 10:11 PM
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Oh, and I am worthless, and hopelessly bad.
I hate myself. I would explain but I am tired and you can look at my post on the bipolar board if you want the story.
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Nov 01, 2009, 10:29 PM
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(((((((((((((((((( Amazonmom ))))))))))))))))))))))
You are not disgusting or worthless, I read your other post and I am sending you lots of hugs  I am sorry for what you have been through.
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Nov 01, 2009, 10:44 PM
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Not True! Not True! Not True!
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Nov 01, 2009, 11:11 PM
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I read your story with great sadness. May comfort and peace beyond what can be offered by any of us be yours.
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Nov 02, 2009, 12:28 AM
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 (((Amazonmom)))
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Nov 02, 2009, 07:00 AM
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Hi Amazingmom.
 You are not worthless or bad or any of the myriad of self-views this condition would have you believe. I have feelings like this about myself at times too like most all of us here do. We can and do understand. It's especially hard having a baby (I have a 9 month old) and you don't get much time for yourself as my wife would attest (she's a stay at home mom right now, not easy for either of us as expensive as things are but it's what it is). Combined with BP & PTSD makes it REALLY tough sometimes. Warm (((((Amazingmom)))))(btw I'm over 6 ft. too and it can be a real pain (literally) sometimes I know, though I am a guy)Chris
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Nov 02, 2009, 12:54 PM
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(((((((((((Amazonmom)))))))))))
I read you other post. You are not disgusting worthless or bad. You have been through something awful. Be kind to yourself. Be gentle. Know that you are cared about and are not alone.
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Nov 02, 2009, 02:21 PM
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((((Amazonmom)))) I read your post and wept. Five years ago I went off what few meds I had then and got pregnant with my third. It didn't make it. You did nothing stupid, what you did was well thought out and for the sake of the child but things didn't happen as you hoped, as we all hoped so much. Your disease was aggravated by the stress and the painkillers. If things had gone as planned there would have been no ned for that. You aren't stupid for not assuming the worst would happen, hon. It seldom does, but it did this time.
wish I could give you this hug in person
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Nov 02, 2009, 04:23 PM
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I'm sorry you feel this way. I feel the same way about myself. |
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