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Nov 13, 2009, 03:02 PM
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I want to go to sleep and never wake up again!!! I'm tired of being so messed up and feeling this way!!!!
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Nov 13, 2009, 03:18 PM
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larakeziah
have you called your Dr . DO you have any family there with you . im sorry you are hurting |
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Nov 13, 2009, 03:45 PM
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((((Lara)))) What happened, hon? What pushed you down so low? Can you say? Is it just that you are so tired in general of being down? Muffy is right. Do you have someone who can be with you? Please contact someone IRL and let them know you are feeling so bad, even if you aren't really planning anything. It's not good to be alone when you feel so sad. Hugs dear.
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Nov 13, 2009, 03:51 PM
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I don't have anyone here and don't want to worry anyone. I had a major manic episode on tuesday and have now crashed and burned an i just wanna sleep forever now. I'm so fed up!!
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Nov 13, 2009, 04:01 PM
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Do you wnat to PM me? I can't promise that I will be on all night, but I can catch you in the morning first thing. I just hope that you know that not telling people things in the long run will make them worry even more. I can promise you, it's not doing them any favors. You sound so utterly exhausted. nay chance that sleeping (real sleep) can help you catch some balance again?
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| larakeziah
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Nov 13, 2009, 04:13 PM
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I don't know. I slept all day Wednesday and slept some last night. I'm just so fed up with being me! I'm sick of my disorder I just don't wanna wake up but I know I have to cos I gotta look after the dog!!! The family I live with have gone away for a long weekend so am alone till Monday! 
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Nov 13, 2009, 04:45 PM
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hang in there maybe hang w some friends or something
 and im soure that your family would want to come home to a live you. |
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Nov 13, 2009, 09:43 PM
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I know the feeling ....larakaziah Please keep letting us know how you are doing . Take care and try your best to just get through the day. Maybe tomorrow will be better . That's what I always hope for.  
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Nov 14, 2009, 12:26 AM
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Sending you ((((((((hugs)))))))) & support Lara
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 Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you |
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Nov 14, 2009, 02:59 PM
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I hate life and I'm not meant for it. |
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Nov 14, 2009, 04:53 PM
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Nov 15, 2009, 12:37 AM
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Nov 15, 2009, 12:40 AM
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Oh no....
mood swings stink. I'm sorry about your depression. I hope things get to stable soon!
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"Unipolar is boring! Go Bipolar!"  Amazonmom is not putting up with bad behavior any more. |
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Nov 15, 2009, 01:05 AM
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Hey, there! I feel like "joining the club"! But we are supposed to write something positive!
LaraKeziah you had a hard momet but it's gone. Now you tell me something to get rid of my bad one!I have a daughter (advantages and disadvantages :-)) As you see I try to smile. Waiting for yours! Autumn01, hang on there, I need your help too!
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Nov 15, 2009, 10:43 AM
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((((((((((larakeziah))))))))))
I'm so sorry you are feeling so badly. How are you doing today, hun? Please post and let us know. We are here for you.
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Nov 15, 2009, 07:22 PM
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Hey all. Still not doing too great! Thanks for all the posts and the kind thoughts. Hope u are all doing ok!!!
I'm hoping this bout of depression will lift soon cos I hate it!!! I just don't want to do anything! even going on chat is an effort so sorry not been on much!!! I'm hoping to be back to my usual self (whatever that is) ASAP!!!! Take care all
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Nov 16, 2009, 01:26 PM
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Luckily, all the times I wanted to go to sleep and not wake up, the morning came and woke me. There have been a lot of good days that came after those nights. Good to hear from you again! HUGS.
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