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Nov 21, 2009, 07:39 AM
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**** THIS!
i am sooo tired of dealing with all this. i am so tired of not being me. of worrying about everything and anything everyone else my age doesn't have to. i'm tired of my mom worrying about me. i'm tired of it all. this just seems friggin ridiculous. give me a friggin break. ugh. 
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" When you try your best but you don't succeed /When you get what you want but not what you need / When you feel so tired but you can't sleep / Stuck in reverse.............But if you never try you'll never know / Just what you're worth " - "Fix You", Coldplay |
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Nov 21, 2009, 07:43 AM
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ANGER ANGER ANGER!
FRUSTRATION! ANXIETY AND FATIGUE. THAT'S HOW I FEEL. THAT'S HOW I'M SICK OF FEELING. THERE HAS GOT TO BE SOMETHING MORE.  
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" When you try your best but you don't succeed /When you get what you want but not what you need / When you feel so tired but you can't sleep / Stuck in reverse.............But if you never try you'll never know / Just what you're worth " - "Fix You", Coldplay |
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Nov 21, 2009, 08:48 AM
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If it doesn't trigger you, could you paint a clearer picture of the part your mother is playing? 
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Nov 21, 2009, 05:30 PM
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yea not at all. my mo is my best friend. she also suffers.
january marks the 2 years anniversary of when i tried to end it all. obviously it didn't work. but the amount i hurt and scared and worried my mom i will never ever forget and for that reason never ever do such a thing again. i just can't stand putting my mom in any pain. she is currently dealing with my grandma, who is dealing with the onset of dementia and possibly alztimers. and she is also having to deal with my aunt and her husband. both of whom are recovering addicts of different drugs, but also my aunt is bipolar and has been going through a whole bunch of stuff. so all this gets dumped on my mom and i just don't want her to worry about me ontop of all that.
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