Just want to know that I am not alone

Sign me too. All those years wasted, and the feelings acquired still spoliling the present...
You are not alone

Berries,

You are not alone. Tonight I feel alone with you. I too have suffered most of my life with metal illness and in the last years physical illness.

I read some of the thread and I used to feel at least some of the time that without the tears I would not have had the laughter. (Kahlil Gibran)

Not anymore. I have also grieved for that little girl, that young woman that I never was. I cried uncontrollably a few years ago just as you described. At the time or shortly after I found it liberating. I needed to grieve for that person I felt so sorry for, she was not me though.

Again at the time it enabled me to move on. I hope you have the same experience.

lilly

((((((Berries))))))
Take care of yourself.

(((Berries)))
No matter how bad you are feeling . You always cheer me up with your PM's and funny pictures. Thank you so much . You are NOT alone .....we may not always be here but we care very much for you .

That's great!! I'm so glad you're getting the help and the support you deserve

Take good care of yourself

(((((((((((Berries))))))))))

I hope you are feeling better today

I am feeling much much better, (((((Confused)))). Thank you.

(I feel a little too good, actually. But I'll take it. Just have to be careful and not do anything reckless.)

I hope it lasts a long time and that I don't crash.

Thank you ((((((everyone)))))) for supporting me through a really long depression. I hope it doesn't come back.

You know the drill, friend! Take it easy, get your sleep, do lots of relaxing things and avoid Caffeine and too much sugar. So glad to hear that you are feeling better. It's been a haul, but now you sond like you're getting back on track. Kepp us updated, OK? Huggs!