[gp22]

as the title says: feeling nothing. at least not anything good. i feel like all I've been doing is whining, so i quit talking. what do you do when it feels like your support system has disappeared. feels as tho i'm getting the "time's up, feel better" treatment. tired. as usual. flat. as usual. haven't been able to get into therapist almost 3 weeks. need to be there. need to be somewhere safe. alone is not it. alone is not good. alone is not safe. i actually want to go back to the crisis center. get cornered 3-4 times a day to "chat". although, last time there abbie did threaten to take me to the hospital psych ward. 2 days worth of major melt downs and i disappeared into myself. took a long time to surface. scared the **** out of the staff. i do not know if i want to live or die, all i know is i can't do this anymore. the meds may be keeping me from bottoming out, but not by much. please help.

[AdamAW]

Sorry that things are so bad for you right now? I hope that you get the help and support that you need really soon.

[*freak*]

Originally Posted by gp22

i feel like all I've been doing is whining, so i quit talking. what do you do when it feels like your support system has disappeared. feels as tho i'm getting the "time's up, feel better" treatment.

Sounds familiar. Sorry, I have no advice, just wanted to let you know you're not alone and that I care.

Hang in there

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by gp22

feels as tho i'm getting the "time's up, feel better" treatment.

That's a classic; I've been on the receiving end of that "helpful" sentiment...

GP22, your post is full of important information. I'd love to be able to print it out and put it in the hands of flesh-and-blood people who would really care for you.

Originally Posted by gp22

the meds may be keeping me from bottoming out, but not by much.

Hmmm... Some comfort here but not much. One would hope meds would do a bit more for them than keep them just above "bottom."

Here's a question I ask myself in your behalf: What action could you take to secure a restored, rejuvenated support environment?

Choose to live, gp22. Call your therapist and see if you can get in sooner. If not, ask the therapist if she/he can help you get assistance somewhere else. If that does not work, you might go to the emergency room and tell them you need help now.

Good luck.