[chrise]

im so far down ive lost all hope. how do you find hope? i just dont see it. i think im loosing my mind. there has to be something wrong with me.



gallum is a character that i can totally relate to.that internal fight.

Call your therapist today. You need help now. If your therapist is unavailable, ask to see someone else. You might want to call NAMI to see if they can find some help for you: http://www.nami.org/template.cfm?sec...our_local_nami

You have been in crisis for quite awhile. Please get help today.

Good luck.

[Sadsunflower]

Please see a psychiatrist about your depression.

[Rohag]

Chrise, I also believe you should seek flesh-and-blood help as soon as possible. You deserve to feel better, to feel safe and under control.

Originally Posted by chrise

how do you find hope?

In my experience, hope finds us when we're not looking for it, when we're preoccupied with other things.

[puzzclar]

Originally Posted by Rohag

In my experience, hope finds us when we're not looking for it, when we're preoccupied with other things.

Rohag is right, hope will find you. Remember that there is hope, hope that you will be happy, hope that you will enjoy life. Hope that the Professionals can help. Hope is out there, look for it in a book. If you have seen or read anything that shows hope, read or watch it again, now, when you don't know where hope is. Hope comes from inside. Hope can be as simple as a smile for the future.

I wish you luck, and things will get better for all of us, given time.

[shezbut]

Please call out for professional help now.

[chrise]

I need to get through to my therapy appt wed night. my husband has a hearing on wed then i have an appt with my therapist. but i will call him tomorrow and let him know most of where i am.

[sanityseeker]

sounds like you have a plan chrise.

((((((((((chrise)))))))))))

[chrise]

thanks for the push. it took alot and alot but i finallly called. he wants to see me tonight.thanks

Good for you!

[sanityseeker]

awesome new!! must feel like a relief already!

[chrise]

not really. he wants me admitted. im a mess. too much to list here.but he said he will work with me on the outside because my husband has a legal hearing tomorrow.then i see him again tomorrow. see what he does with me then.

Nonetheless, you have started the process of getting better. Good luck.

[shezbut]

Beginning the whole process is just that: a beginning.

Best wishes to you!

How are you doing, chrise?