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Mar 17, 2010, 11:56 AM
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I was Having a bath like 2 nights ago and i as in a real real bad mood >: (
I was in the bath for about half a hour just staring into space until i runed the tap back on and just watched it running Then as bubbles began to overflow i sat on the edge of the bath and suddenly noticed lots of insects crawling on my leg i was so scared and shocked i started screaming and panicking i tired to hit my legs but because the sight made me want to vomit i could not even look at them it so i suddenly just had the dumbest thought ever and tunred the shower on as hit as it would go and just held it on my legs at first i could not even feel the pain i feel like a Phyco..!!!!! When i started to feel the pain my dad and his girlfrined were already half way through braking the door down I went to hospital for my burn and i feel like im losing it as i now know the creatures were not real i was lucky to come hom My therapist thinks i Have Phycotic depression. I was aslo in the city centre and somebody was laughing near me and i lost it and tried to hit them because i thought they were laughing at me .....My friend had to drag me away from them :/ Its getting real bad my dad does not know what to do with me I am pushing everybody away and i really love them..I obsess with silly thoughts and the worst part is that its all my fault and i can see that but i am really really losing it and i dont know where it will end = ( I hate everybody and then i love them im so mad ..... |
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Mar 17, 2010, 12:10 PM
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Wow. Take a deep breath. You're going to be okay. I always heard it put that 'crazy people don't realize they're crazy.' If you're worried you're losing it, most likely, you're not.
It's just an obsessive thought. And I know they're scary. I have some myself. And sometimes I have strange thoughts that I think are borderline hallucinations. But it's all a part of anxiety and depression. Sometimes we just have to back away and try to view ourselves the way others do. My husband will tell me often that I'm more normal than I realize, just because I'm so worried that I'm not. Good luck and God bless. You're definately not alone. Don't lose hope. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, we just have to open our eyes to see it.
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But now this is what the LORD says- He who created you, O Jacob, He who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summonded you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD your God, the holy one of Israel, your Savior; I give Egypt for your ransom, Cush and Seba in your stead. Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you, will give men in exchange for you, and nations in exchange for your life." --Isaiah 43:1-4 |
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Mar 17, 2010, 12:17 PM
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LyDiaHate - I know it's hard. It's not your fault that you are sick, but I understand the need to blame yourself. Those people you love sound like they love you to. Hang on and keep going to therapy. I wish you well....and send you a hug, if you want it.
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Mar 17, 2010, 05:55 PM
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Hi, LyDiaHate!
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Mar 17, 2010, 07:31 PM
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I have nothing left to say, as my friends have said it all in the first three posts...
You are in good company here, my friend. Keep up the fight!
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"The only normal people are the one's you don't know very well." -Dr. Alfred Adler, Father of Individual Psychology http://www.trans4mind.com/mind-development/adler.html |
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