[aimeesh]

and it makes me so depressed for the stupidest reasons. i want to be married too. i want to be very very successful too. i want a husband who is optimistic about life too. i want to be happy too.

i feel like such a ****ing loser.

im so selfish i should be happy for her.

It is not too late to be happy for her.

[aimeesh]

i AM happy for her.... it just makes me sad

[thine_self_untrue]

((((((aimeesh)))))
Maybe someday, you will be. You never know. If not, there are more ways to be happy than to be married, successful and having an optimistic husband.

[perpetuallysad]

Hey Aimeesh! I haven't seen you around lately (I don't go to all the forums, so I may have just missed you...), I hope you are doing ok. I've thought about you a few times and wondered if you were alright.

I understand feeling jealous of a sister. You can feel happy for them at the same time. I wrote a huge long response as to why I am jealous of my sister, but I felt like I was hijacking your thread, so I made my own! Anyhow, you are not alone. And it doesn't make you a bad person (at least I don't think it does).