[lily333ann]

I dont no what is happing to me. Im actually scared. Lately some weird things have been get me worried. When i first wake up i always feel sick and even after lots of sleep im still tierd till a go back to sleep. Iv been having A hard time with not caring eny more about eny thing and Iv been Felling numb Physicaly and emotionaly What i mean by that is iv been having no emotion i dont feel happy or sad or angrey nothing im just num and at the same time by body feels numb ill get dinggleing in my head and arms and legs like the feeling when your foot falls asleep and you move it so it start to waek up but then after it passes i feel dead i feal like the only thing i can do is hear and see i feel paralized when i try to move i can but it takes a long time for my body to do what i want it to do Iv been really space to the point were i could not remeber a word my teacher said to me yesterday i new she was talking i wa looking at her but what she was saing i have no memory of and latly iv been getting lost in time were i think one day of activitys happend through out a bunch of days but then well talking about the memories with a freind thinking the were all from different days i relized it al happend in one day i get really confused hears an example what i mean is that like the things i did on sunday i think i did on all diffrent days even though i did all the of the things the same day in only a couple of hours witch is confusing the things that get me scared is the physical thin the tinglin the not remeberin and stuff . What should i do?

also in the last two days iv been experensing at time peiods were i think and do things that i dont normaly do and think like my thoughts become very clear its like for a little bit im a whole diffrent peson and a i start think of my life and how im not who i want to be ad stuff then well thinking i make a plan of what i want to do to change my life but then later on i start to think diffrently and decide to not even bother trying to change that there's no point and wonder what i was thinking then i start to get these really strong suicidal thought and i just feel like giving up and today it happend again and it weird

does eny one have any ideas on whats wrong or sugeastions on what should do? please hellp me im desprate

[Rohag]

Hi, Lily333ann! Although your "primary concern" is depression, and it's tempting to read the symptoms you talk about in your post in light of that diagnosis, it is also possible to approach those symptoms from a neurological perspective (at least).

Situation permitting, take all these symptoms to a doctor who will not see you as "merely" a depressive and who'll give you a thorough medical screening. Depressed individuals can have other illnesses, too.

[lynn09]

I'm sorry you're having such difficulties, lily333ann. I am in complete agreement with Rohag - you need to have a thorough medical examination first to rule out or identify any medical issues then proceed from there depending on your doctor's findings. Take care of yourself and let us know how you are doing.lynn09

[lily333ann]

went to a walk in clinic to day. did not help much. the doctor did the same things he would do if i went with just a swor trought andnthen said evry thing looks fine ad nd thatits probley stress wich is funny because i no mwny people that are stressed out even more then me and dont expernce these type of thindgs so basically it was a big waste of time still feeling the same way

[lynn09]

Originally Posted by lily333ann

went to a walk in clinic to day. did not help much. the doctor did the same things he would do if i went with just a swor trought andnthen said evry thing looks fine ad nd thatits probley stress wich is funny because i no mwny people that are stressed out even more then me and dont expernce these type of thindgs so basically it was a big waste of time still feeling the same way

(((((lily333ann))))) Do you have a regular doctor who knows your medical history? If so, you should probably make an appointment with him/her; if not, and if you don't already have a psychiatrist, then you might want to consider getting evaluated by a psychiatrist. They are medical doctors who specialize in psychiatric medicine and can determine if your symptoms are psychological, physical, or a combination, and can refer you to specific doctors/specialists to evaluate any symptoms that the psychiatrist feels need to be investigated further to determine their true origin. It can be a frustrating process to sort this out, so be patient - but advocate for yourself - keep at it until you get some satisfactory answers and appropriate treatment. Please take care of yourself and keep posting so we'll know how you are doing and can provide the support you need.lynn09

Hope you find the help you need, lily333ann.