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Apr 19, 2010, 01:25 AM
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Ive had better days, but just having all this time to myself makes me think wayyy too much and thats when the wave strikes and everthing goes to ****.... Music is truly the only thing that makes me strive for more
Music brings the best out of me, its like my anti depressant and I dont want to do anything but listen to music while I lay in bed. I dont know what to do anymore, I just want to lay on my bed and listen to Nat King Cole for the rest of my life..... I dont know how to get over this depression, Im irritable, and no one wants me around because I can blow up in an instant. My behaviour is causing behaviour vchanges in my friends and its happening right in front of me......If i could take a good couple weeks off just for myself and have no worries and no troubles going through my mind would make my life. I need it so bad I feel Im losing my mind and falling out of my own skin.... My big question is, when does it get better and how long will it last??? 
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Apr 19, 2010, 01:46 AM
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I wish I could tell you that it will end in a couple of hours. But I can't. It different for each of us.
Are you seeing a doctor at least? |
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Apr 19, 2010, 01:54 AM
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Yeah, but Ive been dealing with it for 2 years an I had my first SU attempt in Feb and I just cant deal anymore its really hard
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Apr 19, 2010, 01:56 AM
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Can you tell your doctor that its getting harder and that you need more help?
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Apr 19, 2010, 08:46 AM
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If you are having those thoughts you need to go to the ER and tell them you need to speak to someone in mental health..It wouldn't hurt to write down your thoughts and take it with you..These feelings aren't something to mess around with..At least see your doctor and tell him/her whats going on and let him /her read what you have written..Take Care!!
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Apr 19, 2010, 11:40 AM
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Im feeling the exact same way, right now.
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Apr 19, 2010, 12:27 PM
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Brennan, do you play any instruments? It seems like something you could be really good at, and would be really therapuetic!
I'm trying to learn to play the keyboard... would love to have a piano some day and be able to play it. Are you on any meds? It could help you with the extreme moods. Is there any chance you CAN take a break from things? Even just for a day... |
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#8
Apr 19, 2010, 03:26 PM
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How are you doin today Brennan?
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#9
Apr 19, 2010, 09:32 PM
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No chance I can take ven a day off, im so far behind in schoo, I play guitar and piano but my severe prcrastination had stopped me from furthering my skills in that and medication isnt really an option till I see the child psychologist which my fam doc wont refer me too even tho i told him to **** off and like that isnt proof enough like omfg
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Apr 19, 2010, 09:43 PM
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Can you call a hotline? I bet they'd give you really good advice on what to do.
 The good samaritans hotline.
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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Apr 19, 2010, 10:40 PM
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Brennan11007, I would write a letter to your doctor detailing the reasons you think you would benefit from a referral to the child psychologist. Ask the doctor to write you giving you specific reasons for refusing to help you get treatment you need. Ask the doctor to explain how seeing an expert will impede your treatment.
Good luck. |
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#12
Apr 19, 2010, 11:05 PM
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I dont wanna use the phone because my mom likes to listen in ....No ****ing privacy
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Apr 19, 2010, 11:06 PM
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I getting a new fam doctor I refuse to have my confidentiality broken so yeah, after I get the referal im changing doctors that simple i guess....cause this is exactly the stress I need atm
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