[Katileena]

...when you just feel utterly alone.

I rarely ever feel worthwhile....I rarely ever feel like someone cares...I rarely feel like I'm a part of this world....

I feel absolutely alone. I don't want to feel this way...but I do.

Is there no one who wants to be my friend? Am I that bad of a person? Why do my friends just ignore me? Or why do I push them away?! Just to feel lonely....it makes NO SENSE!

I'm feeling hopeless...although I know hope is somewhere inside of me...just hiding atm. Why can't I be the person I want to be?! I hate myself...

You can post here, katileena. Sending hugs your way, if that's OK.
I'm sorry you are feeling so hopeless & lonely right now, those are horrible feelings to have. It's good to hear that you know you have hope inside of you somewhere though...I hope you can find it as soon as possible. Are you currently seeing a therapist?

[Mike_J]

When you feel that way pick up the phone and call me. I care! I want to be your friend (gee thought already was).

[Lisa Michelle]

I think our depression makes us feel so bad that we think nobody cares... but oftentimes that's just the depression/negative thoughts talking. I'm sure people care about you. Maybe when you feel alone you could try to reach out to somebody... people don't know you're not ok unless you let them in.

I think we can make steps at being the people we want to be. Like with anything else, it takes hard work.. but I do think it's possible. If we want something bad enough, we can get it

[thine_self_untrue]

It breaks my heart to see so much lonliness in the world when there are so many people who just want a friend. Why is it when all we want it closeness, we feel so enstranged?

Know that while you might feel this way now, things can get better. You're in my thoughts.

[SophiaG]

I friended you. Did you not notice this?

((((((Hugs)))))))--it's the disease talking--not you--it's the disease-everyone on this thread is your friend--I love stuff that I've seen you post--the one about Hope was so beautiful!!! I wanna be your friend!!!--I'm jealous, I'm not one of your friends!!

You were so wise and wonderful in that post------Katileena, you sound like an uterrly beautiful spirit-------------know that!!!

[turquoisesea]

Posting here is fine. I'm feeling really lonely right now too - depression can do that to us. Would be glad to be your friend =)

[Katileena]

Thank you guys.
Theodora - thank you for your kind words!
SophiaG - I didn't see a friend request.
Turquoisesea - I'm sorry you feel this way too...I hope we can both lift our spirits

PM me anytime you want, Katileena.