Life should be done

I don't even know why I write here. It doesn't really matter to anyone. put this post in your deleted things. It's not worth your time.

(((((tryingtobeme))))) it matters to me ---theo

Too late; I've read it three times through...
You may deride your words, but words from a friend are multicolored stones -- gather enough and you have a beautiful mosaic.
I wish I couldn't identify with this...
There's fire in you! Good! Fire is energy; it can become the force behind life-changing action. May you find a way to channel it.
Then rest, or -- "by indirections find directions out."

((((((( Tryingtobeme! )))))))

I understand we care about you. I know that some people can be like this but hey they try to make your life worst when cearly they dont have a life of there own. Just igonre the people be happy because you have a son that loves you alot :-) dont say you hate this life be strong people only want to see you fall in life. Hope your doing much better take care Isadora

tryingtobeme

It matters to me. And I think I will decide what is worth my time thank you very much I am sorry that you are feeling so down today. We really do care about you and you do matter to us. (((HUGS))) Get to feeling better.

((((tryingtobeme))))

If it was worth your time to write it then it is worth my time to read it. And I am like Rohag----it is too late I already read it. You are worth it and worth hearing. Besides my deleted things are already full of my own things. Your son needs you as well. Sometimes it is what you do not say that rings out the clearest, and we hear you. Know that we care about you and are here for you. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps

tryingtobeme--what happened? did YOU delete YOU?

Where's the rest of it??? I read the whole thing this morning, i know i did.

okay- now i'm totally lost--I'm losing it altogether-so confused--but hey-

Big long Hugs anyway (((((tryingtobe me)))))--confused theo

Thanks Rohag. I know you are always there for me when I need someone to be.

Thank you Babysteps. Your love and understanding always hits me and I am thankful for someone like you.

Thank you DPS. I know you are always there for me. I appreciate all your help and kind words. I know you do care too and wouldn't want anything to happen to me.

Theodora, yeah, we are all confused. It was there. Then I felt like it doesn't really matter. I still feel that way. So...I deleted most of it. My true feelings any ways.

In all sincerity, I ask you, tryingtobeme, how do you benefit from authoring a post that has no basis in reality and is so mean-spirited to you?

http://psychcentral.com/lib/2009/15-...e-distortions/
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/sel...9/METHOD=print

I don't think this reply is appropriate

tryingtobeme-I think what Byzantine is saying is why are you so hard on yourself???

Why wouldn't we want to hear you, and why wouldn't we care--"No basis in reality" is referring (JMO) to the fact that we do not want to delete you- we do care about you---I think that is what Byzantine means. I believe he really cares, so, he is just telling you so, in his own way-------Pax---theo

We want to hear your true feelings--you matter very much to all of us here!!!(((((tryingtobeme)))))