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Apr 30, 2010, 05:33 PM
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My dad lost his job, no income meant losing his place. Now he decided to go live at my lake 2 hours away and my dad being like suicidal I didnt want him to be alone so I told him to take my dog with him.
....I've been wanting crying all day but its been impossible since I was at school, my dad left 5min ago. FML!! Now my dad is gone with my dog and all he says is see you in a month. I dont want him to go, I need my daddy, I need my puppy.  I miss them so much already. I hate being so alone. I cut for the first time in 3weeks. Im such a failure..... I wanna kill myself, I have a Social worker person I see twice a week but i saw her tues so its gonna be another 2 weeks and Im seeing a child psych on tues nexr week so Im totally alone till thenIdk what I can do to make the pain go away
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Apr 30, 2010, 06:11 PM
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Goodness! I have trouble right now imagining myself in your situation -- the great weights on your spirit! Cry, post, scream, sleep...do whatever you need to dissipate the gloom. 
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Apr 30, 2010, 07:00 PM
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Im so selfless that I end up hurting myself in the process and I hate it but I cant help it, its just who I am and now I feel so alone and im suffering really bad and I need a friend
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Apr 30, 2010, 09:01 PM
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Your post had an unintended concequence. I never want my daughter to feel the way you feel now. I' not sure if I will be albe to avoice the constant feeling that the world would be better without me in it. Your post made my potential sucide much less likely.
THANKS (not from me but from my daughter)
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If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do. Gandhi |
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Apr 30, 2010, 09:18 PM
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(((((Brennan)))))
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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous |
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May 01, 2010, 11:55 AM
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Is there a crisis line you could call to talk about what you are going through? How about volunteering? Maybe talk to a clergy? Maybe call NAMI to see if they have someone you could talk to: http://www.nami.org/Template.cfm?Sec...iateFinder.cfm
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May 01, 2010, 09:44 PM
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Im glad I helped you but nothing is getting better and now my cuts are infected :/
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May 02, 2010, 12:37 PM
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Oh no! This is not good. You need to go see a doctor immediately! Infections can be lethal. Don't play around with this.
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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#9
May 02, 2010, 02:24 PM
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Please listen to SophiaG, Brennan.
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May 02, 2010, 08:28 PM
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(((((Brennan10077))))) Please Please listen to SophiaG!
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Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Theodore Roosevelt |
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May 02, 2010, 11:30 PM
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Their fine now I cleaned em then cleared up
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May 03, 2010, 12:00 AM
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 make sure that doesnt happen again ok? I know cutting is bad but like you have to take care of yourself if you are injured. Dont let it get like that again.
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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May 03, 2010, 10:14 AM
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Brennan, how are you holding up today? Have you heard how your father and dog are doing?
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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May 07, 2010, 11:58 PM
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Thanks forthinkin about me, Im seeing them this weekend
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May 08, 2010, 07:27 AM
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I'm glad you get to see them soon, that's great
In the meantime take good care of yourself 
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A bearer of a shattered soul and a mind all ripped and torn I will rather learn to enjoy misery than partake a life of hypocrisy |
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May 09, 2010, 02:21 PM
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Please let us know how you are doing, Brennan11007.
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May 14, 2010, 03:10 AM
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You are a very caring person. Your are not a failure and you are going to touch a lot of peoples life's some day. You're not alone. There are many friends here who will help. I know this is a hard time for you, but you must take care of you. Put all your efforts into your school studies. This will help you to relieve some of the pain and put you on the right track for the future. Here's a thought... Go to the City pound and pick up a new puppy that needs you. I think you need this companionship at this point in your life. Best, jerry
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