[anjelmarie]

I need freaking peace! I feel stuck! I hate where I'm living and can't move because my bf is paying rent. Its the landlord and neighbors making me crazier then I am. I think they do it on purpose because they want us to leave. We can't at this time. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. My depression is continuing to get worse and worse. All my T and Dr. can say is maybe you should be hospitalized. I don't think so. Not in that place. I went there once for crisis and swore I would never go back. What good would it do anyway, I would come right back to the same situation. I feel like I'm being punished, but why? I just have to get this out of my system. I feel like I'm going to explode!

[SophiaG]

Originally Posted by anjelmarie

good would it do anyway, I would come right back to the same situation. I feel like I'm being punished, but why?

Yes you feel like you are being punished but you're not actually being punished. The universe isnt against you, it is a neutral entity. *hug*

[Alexandria04]

I am sorry you are feeling this way. Is there somewhere you can go for a few hours to get away from all the noise? Like a public library or bookstore or coffee shop or something? My neighbors drive me crazy too sometimes, but I am too chicken to ever say anything to them. I hope you get it all worked out. *hugs*

[Rohag]

Hi, Anjelmarie!

Originally Posted by anjelmarie

I hate where I'm living and can't move...

Yes, in my opinion this counts as a nightmare scenario. I'm sorry you have to endure this. Have you done any imagining or planning as to

• how to deal with your landlord and neighbors?
• when and to where to move? No answers necessary...

Any chance your neighbors might all up and voluntarily commit themselves to the hospital?