a venting of my fustration!

im an idiot stupid me thought my friend had a cold like i started of with at first and shard a smoke with here well guess what seince i was to stupid to just not risk it i now have friken streep throut im an idiot a complee fool why could we have non that three ays ago found out yesterday it is strep throut she has and now today i have a sore throut and im already getting these white things in my throut urgh i get so lonely when im sick last time i had this i was in so much pain i dint leave my bed for three days and i was so lonely urgh ............................... lest sence i no it is i can just go get what ever i need to get ride of it because with this cough i would think at first it was just because of the cough and not bother lookin in my throut for a couple days but sence figured it would be now noing what she had and it was contaguse i checked but its the frikin weekend why the weekend why not juring the week not the two days i get to injoy well now its gonna suck urgh..........I HATE MY LIFE! what did i ever do so wrong? wy does life have to be so deppressing? urrrrrggggggghhhhhhh!

I understand your fustration. Have you seen a doctor? It sounds like you need antibiotics for your throat.

I've never had step throat, so I'm not totally sure what it is, can you get rid of it with medication? Is it like having a cold?
You never know, it might not even get that bad (again I don't know what it is).
Yes it's the weekend and nobody likes to get sick at the weekend, but are you sick? You have a cough and sore throat but you can probably still enjoy your weekend, can't you? I wouldn't cancel any plans unless you were feeling really rough.

Don't beat yourself up about catching her illness, how were you to know?? You didn't know, it wasn't intentional, even she didn't know.
My friend once came round my house with SCABIES, sat on my bed and everything, even hugged me. I told my mum when she left and she was like "OMG!" I was due to leave the country for 3 months in 2 days time lol. Had to disinfect everything, spread expensive cream over my whole body "just in case".
These things happen. You're not an idiot!!

xx

I don't understand a word of your post except that you consider yourself an idiot. I'm sure that's not true... Whatever happened it wasn't your fault and you don't need to beat yourself up like this.

Please take care of yourself

there is alot of question and i guess i didnt explan everything very well iv been sick sence sunday and my friend got sick monday so i figured what ever she had i had then on tuesday my breathing got bad so i made an appointment that evening he said its a really bad cold and that its turning into namoneua so if it gets enyworse go to get x rays and come back. my breathing has ben getting worse to the point im caring my asthma pump everywere because im wheezing so bad and this cough gets so bad i cough so hard i almost through up but i figure just give it a couple days on thursday was when my frend went to a walk in clinic and found out she had strep throut then yesterday i started sparking a fever and every time aa swolled it felt like glass and iv had strep lot sand for me thats just the beigning it gets soo bad i cant swollow at all cause of the pain right now im contimplating going to the hospital because i can barlly breath when i lie down i just start couging . and i curently have a fever at 101.2 im waiting though because im curently waiiting to here news because my friend is a lot worse her haert hurts so shes sittin at urgent care and if i try going on the bus with the way my head hurts it wont be pritty the onlything thats good out of all this is im so sick i dont feel to depressed cause im to foucused on bein sick so ya ie been to the doctors but i think im gonna have to go again strep and namonua can both be helpe with antibioticts but the best one oenicillin im allergic to and the others all suck so i dontreally see the point but i might have no chose soom if this gets even worse

ill try and keep you all filled in bt it all depends on if i can look at the screen with out being sick

If you think you have strep throat you have to go to the doctor if you haven't. If you don't go to the doctor it can turn into something really bad (don't remember what it is, rheumatic fever maybe?) I hope you feel better soon!

Good luck, redred.

just got out of the hospital its a long story but basically the nurse clunition that i endup seeing on tuesday mad some mistakes my namona was really bad couldnt breath went in yesterday afternoon they had me in issolation at first then on machines to help breath now i have a new green athma pump to take with the blue and orange im goin on clarithramiason and sinous pills hearts still pounding because the doctor at the hospital sayd if i didnt go in would have had like a week then would have drownded or somthing like that dont really no what she ment but no im so exhusted gonna go to sleep cause ive got school tomorrow my mom says ichould stay home but schools the only place i can only have to worry about one thing and thats the work

I'm glad you went and got checked out again and they were able to give you the right meds this time. I hope you feel better soon.

Thanks for the update, redred. You are a warrior.

may trigger****************************im writing t say thank you im going in to the hospital for a couple days these antibiotics didnt get them fast enough and arent working fast enough iv started to get worse so there admitting me im writing this of my cell out side the hospital id like to say thank yuo for everything just incase something happens hope nothing does but just to be safe then sorry ill keep u informed as much as i can and hoping ill be better soon so i can go home thans agian talk to u all later i hope

Glad you are getting it taken care of, redred.

im out of the hospital it was a long run a hard few days but im feelin alot better i got out yesterday but slept all dday and then today my mom suprice dme with a new puppy hes socuute but still has to learn not to try and eat everything hope everythings good with everyone

Glad you're feeling better
Take good care of yourself & puppy

i'm so glad you are feeling better

What kind of puppy is it? ^_^

Hello, Amy. Glad you are better. How are you and the puppy getting along?