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Member Since Mar 2010
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wrote an entry. got lost. maybe that's a sign?
i'm just here because i'm here, and i don't know where else to speak. seems even in the midst of depression, when i don't feel i deserve a voice anywhere, part of me still wants to have one. i don't deserve a response. i've been gone a month and a half. depression-free for that time, and thought i'd never be back. and here i am. sucks. i don't have a t. i can't afford one, nor the meds that i need. so many medical bills already, and more on the way. i just want to be normal. the kind of normal that doesn't fall into this pit so many damn times. or ever. sorry. i don't want to bother you. i just. want to be better. |
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Member Since May 2010
Location: Quebec, Canada
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Hi, sorry things are not going well for you. What helped you to be depression for 1.5 months. Was it medication? Or was it from working with your T.
Of course you deserve responses. You are obviously hurting very much. |
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Poohbah
Member Since May 2008
Location: North East USA
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if you do not have the money for meds or therapist appointments then we are a very valuable mental health resource for you. Please do not feel guilty for posting to us. We want very much to help you feel better.
__________________ “In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron |
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Elder
Member Since Jun 2009
Location: Nova Scotia
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__________________ Depression is not a weakness ...... it is a sign that you have been strong for too long. |
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Member Since Sep 2009
Location: England
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I'm very sorry to hear you're back in the depression. It seems so cruel doesn't it, to be doing so well and then for seemingly no reason slip back into that black hole. Just remember you can climb out of it, you've done it before and can do it again.
Perhaps if a therapist isn't available to you right now you could try self help? A good self help book is kind of the same as therapy anyway, except you can't talk back to it. All of the methods and stuff are the same though. I do find sometimes they can help so maybe it's an option for you, if you feel up to it. |
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Member Since Jan 2010
Location: Los Angeles, California
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