[bluepigeon]

i havent been sleeping or eating properly for the past three days
i moved to another country a year ago which i absolutely hate and which caused me to leave my work and be a full time stay at home mother
i am 28 years old and for the past two days i have been crying and imagining myself dead
im constantly shaking
the only thing stopping me is my 3 year old angel... im scared
my husband has cheated on me
theres no point in living my life any longer is the only thing i can think of
i used to be so happy but now all i feel is shattered inside
help me

First of all, let me say welcome to PC.

Second, the first question that comes to my mind is...do you have a psychiatrist? A therapist? Even a GP? You need to talk to a professional about how you're feeling, what you've been struggling with. Perhaps you'll find that therapy will help you. And if you require it, medication can also be very helpful.

I hope that you are feeling better soon.

[owen2110]

coming to pc was a good first step....

but you need to get in and see your doctor right away - make sure you are honest with what you tell him ...

[koalabb123456]

Glad to see you at PC. *HUGS*

[kebsfroggy]

I am but a frog of little brain, but seek professional help.
Since I don't know the medical system of the country you are in I don't exactly who you see. I have no medical or psychological background, lousy typing and spelling skills but with years of coping and not coping with depression.
Don't look to your family, make it happen yourself.
Post and post and post here on PC. Express your feelings, rant, cry. We all understand your feelings and tears.
Here these may help slightly
and remember,
we all care.