[silentwhisper]

My depression is becoming overwhelming. Today...well yesterday now...was so confusing for me. I felt like I was in a funk. I was going thru all these motions and getting things done but it really was not me. At the same time I did not feel I was switching either. I felt divided..like part of me was so depressed it could not move or function and part of me was out there just getting everything done. Yet even writing now is not painting an accurate picture. Tho I don't know what to say, I appreciate your listening.

[Rhiannonsmoon]

((((((((silentwhisper))))))))

Understand how stressed, distressed and depressed you are. Also know that detatched feeling as if you're standing next to yourself and watching what you are doing. I do hope you feel better soon,

((((lots of hugs))))

Rhiannon

[silentwhisper]

Originally Posted by Rhiannonsmoon

((((((((silentwhisper))))))))

Understand how stressed, distressed and depressed you are. Also know that detatched feeling as if you're standing next to yourself and watching what you are doing. I do hope you feel better soon,

((((lots of hugs))))

Rhiannon

ty
i appreciate all your support
i hate feeling this way tho.

[silentwhisper]

still feel out of sync with my world

[Elana05]

Hi silentwhisper,

I think I know the feelings you describe... like you are using a lot of energy just to "push through" but are not really present while going through the motions of life. (?)
Maybe it might help to sit down in a quiet place and write about those emotions that are occuring "underneath?" Do you feel angry? Let down? Hurt? Tired? Confused?
Maybe you could write a bit more about it here if that feels ok...
Have you tried any meds or therapy?

Sending warm wishes your way.

E