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Aug 11, 2010, 02:15 PM
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After a few wks of feeling pretty low. I am not high again. I seem to b extremely hyper wen talkin to people and tend to laugh and talk at the same time. I am majorly interested in sex now. I am feeling VERY happy. But am also feeling worried
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#2
Aug 11, 2010, 02:20 PM
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What do you think caused the sudden change?
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#3
Aug 11, 2010, 02:37 PM
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No idea. I have my bad days. But I just mask them. I have to. Do want people asking questions esp my work. I have a new boyfriend. But am so interested in havin sex. Its really unlike me. I have never been 1 for thinkin bout sex. Now its a constant
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Aug 12, 2010, 05:41 AM
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I have been manic this wk well I have been manic since last wk. But I am controllin it. Im scared though. Everything seems really scary. My depression is shining through too. Its like its a mixed episode. One min I am depressed next min I am manic and vice versa
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#5
Aug 12, 2010, 11:03 AM
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Its sometimes easy to appear "happy" to other people. I always would put on a face. Maybe trying to figure out what's worrying you would help? could you write some of it out for us here?
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 Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself. |
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#6
Aug 12, 2010, 06:29 PM
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Hey Turquoisesea,
1. Finding trying to be "normal" like everyone else is getting harder and harder... Some days I just feel I am far too out of thsi world to fit into human life on earth 2. Finding keeping the smile on my face when all I wanna do is sleep and cry or sleep or just be sad is hard. Everyone looks ar me now and I feel I have to have my mask on at all times 3. My friends I drive away and I feel I have caused all of this. I have to insult people when I feel comfortable and or safe with them. Which makes people get annoyed at me and leave me 4. People always leave me 5. I have days where I refuse to take my med and other days I look forward to taking it 6. Having to see a Psychiatrist but really not wanting to. But at the same time I wnat to 7. Frustrated at whats wrong with me.... no one knows 8. Hiding it all and not telling people so I dont have to face the fact I am not doing as well as I am protraying I just feel I can't do anything right and its always all wrong no matter what I do People are waiting for me to screw up and I know they are... I am maintaining not to screw things up though Thursday afternoon my manager called me into the office and offered me the role of Key Worker for 1 of my guys I work with. This means I have more responsibility and means work trusts me again |
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Aug 13, 2010, 08:36 AM
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((((((((MissLaura))))))))
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 Peace, the deep imperturbable peace is right there within you, quieten the mind and slow the heart and breathe...breathe in the perfume of the peace rose and allow it to spread throughout your mind body and senses...it can only benefit you and those you care about...I care about you |
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#8
Aug 13, 2010, 09:09 AM
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I have been reading a book and I think I may have traits of Borderline Personality Disorder. The description is actually ME.
Oh dear.... unsure Gonna tell my GP on Thursday |
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