[JustAChic]

<font color="#000088">You sit and wonder where to begin when talking about things like this. The same questions go through your mind day after day. Why do I feel this way? I have a husband and kids that love me. I have a home of my own. I have family and friends that care about me...and the list goes on. Yet I find no joy in most anything anymore, why? Why isn't the medication working like it's supposed to? Why do I struggle to get out of bed every morning and have a hard time sleeping through the night? Why do just a couple mundane tasks seem overwheming? Why do I get all panicky when I'm too stressed or overwhelmed or sometimes for what seems like no reason at all? The doctors explain the chemical imbalance reasoning but it doesn't really make things any easier to understand. I guess I just hate feeling like I have no control over my own emotions. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. I needed to get that out there.
Take Care.</font>
<font color="purple">Chic</font>

we have ALL been there. trust me, we have. and i know exactly exasperating it is to feel as if you have no control over anything. sometimes it takes a med change and sometimes more therapy helps. i wish i had an answer for you. but i just emerged from a month long "bedroom" vacation. xoxo pat