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Old Sep 25, 2010, 01:01 PM
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Just having another bad day, I hate feeling like this. I hate my parents for ever having me. I HAVE NO REASON TO BE HERE! I was an accident, I'm being punished for the sins of the father (and mother). I have nothing to look forward to anymore, yet I have to be strong for my daughter's sake, but I think even she knows I'm losing it. I cannot deal with this world anymore, I have no friends, I have family who loves me, but it isn't enough. I don't even have a real job and I'm scared to death I might end up homeless. OK, rant done, thanks for listening.

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Old Sep 25, 2010, 01:06 PM
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Just remember, if your parents didn't have you, you wouldn't have been blessed with your beautiful daughter.

There are silver linings, you just have to SEE them
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 01:54 PM
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Yeah, my daughter's awesome, she's destined for great things in life, maybe i'm just the vessel that needed to bring her here. Hopefully, my daughter won't inherit my depression gene.
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 02:10 PM
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Better a depressed mother than a [adjective of your choice] stepmother. You may never know how truly important you are to your daughter.
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 02:36 PM
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I was an accident
God doesn't have accidents. Whether your parents intentionally planned to have you or not....God chose for you to be born at that time. You may think I must be overly religious but I'm not. I'm sorry you struggle with depression. You have the gift of being able to make a difference in your daughters life - let this inspire you. I hope you feel better.
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 03:15 PM
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Thank you all for your kind words. I'm feeling a little better. Actually got some good news, my daughter was one of the winners in a writing competition! Hopefully, this will look good on college apps and she'll get a scholarship. I want her to have all the things in life I never got to have. And I know I need to stay on this earth for my daughter, I know she needs my support, financially and emotionally. I don't know if I can take care of the financial part, but being there emotionally matters alot more. I hope.
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 03:36 PM
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Wow that's great news about your daughter winning the writing contest.....kudos for her!!! You sound like a good mother and children benefit the most from feeling loved. Feeling needed is important.
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Old Sep 25, 2010, 08:23 PM
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Thanks so much for saying that, at least my daughter and I have a close relationship, I am so grateful for that.
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